I Need You and Only You (Carl Grimes FanFic/TWD) --(COMPLETED)--Editing

Chapter 23: Your new home

Carl's POV

Tears fell down my face. "She's gone... She's gone and I just let her stay here by herself. I left her alone."

"Carl... Please you were trying to help."

"We need to go... There's no way we can stay, walkers are taking over." Glenn said. We ran back to the others and I ran to my dad. 

"She's gone...." I cried.

"What? How?" Everyone looked surprised.

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We found a few cars now driving them from house to house again. We haven't drove far away yet... We still had been in the neighborhood closest to the prison. I would Maggie and Glenn in the corner, and they would be crying. I would be in a different room avoiding everyone while I was crying.

"Hey kid... How you holdin' up?"

"I don't know.... I don't even know what I should be feeling right now... She's gone, but I can't believe she is you know?" Daryl came in and nodded.

"I do... That kinda how I felt when I found Merle."

"Don't worry Carl you have us, plus Pey parents. Even though they aren't her really ones, she loved them so much. Once they walked out Pey's three friends came in.

"Hey."

"Hey."

"Listen we're sorry about what happened."

"It doesn't matter." I said.

"It doesn't matter?" I looked up at Jay who was mad. "How does it not matter? Peyton loved you so much... I had to leave her because of how strong her love was for you."

"Well she isn't here to tell me that is she?" Tears that I was holding finally came out.

"Carl she may not be here, but we are. We knew her just as much as you did...." Jessie said.

"Yeah, and I'm serious about this... Carl when we left you and your dad... Peyton wouldn't stop thinking about you... She was starting to change a little. You know she would try to make us hate her... But we kept trying to show her that we loved her. She loved you Carl... That's what made her like this... She cared so much about your safety." Matt exclaimed.

"And forget about her own safety sometimes." Jessie added.

"Umm...." Jay started to speak up again. "I don't know if Peyton told you this, but I had let her go... Even though I still loved her so much... I didn't know the real Peyton. Once you had made her memories come back she was smiling so much... She wasn't the Peyton I knew though. She was someone else, and what I figured out was that the Peyton we knew was the girl the governor created..... I mean he was the reason she lost her memory."

I just nodded. "I know... I know what you are saying, but I don't think I can get over the fact that she is gone..." I sniffed and a tear rolled down my face. "You know a few days before you and Pey came to the prison, her real father came a two day before you guys. He came and told us Pey had died while she was on a run. It broke my heart that I wasn't there to protect her. Then, a few days later.... She... She was standing right in front of my eyes." I sobbed. "Now she really is gone..."

"Carl stop talking like that please." Jessie begs.

"Is it even possible to be happy without her?" I looked at them. "Pey.... Pey change my life... She change me to become stronger to protect her...." I held the bandana in my hand. I smiled, thinking of when I first put this on Pey. "She wouldn't just leave something I gave her on the ground." I read the bandana. "I love you..." I chuckled. "Jessie and Beth stop our moment during the time I gave it to her."

I hear Jessie laugh. "That's because we have a mission to do. Anyway see you're smiling a little now... Just keep that with you, the memories of Peyton... She'll never be forgotten."

I sighed. "I know she won't, there's no way I would let that happen." Maggie and Glenn walked in at that time.

"Kids mined if we had a moment with Carl." They left the room and sat across from me. "Carl we just want to talk about Pey real quick."

"'Bout what?"

"We want to see her in person so if she really is gone, we can have a nice burial for her. I'm sure she would love it and it would help you have some closure too."

"Okay so what do you mean?"

"We mean we're going to back to terminus to look for her... And if she's a walker...."

"We need to put her out of her misery." I finished for Maggie, who was tearing up.

"Right." Glenn said. "We are going back everyday to look for her. We wanted to ask if you wanted to come... I mean you were also to closest one to her a side from us. She had mostly leaned on us to count on." I nodded at him. "So... You in?"

"Sure.... I want to find her." They smiled and Maggie took my hands in hers.

"You don't need to worry... We will be there for you too if you need to talk to someone."

"Thank Maggie... But I'm fine for right now, so don't worry... Maybe if  I'm having trouble again I tell you." She nods.

"Okay... Take care of yourself. We are going to bed now.. We are tired."

"'Kay night!"

"Night." I smiled and looked up.

Good night Pey. I love you. 

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Peyton's POV

"Wake up.... Come on you can't die just wake up! It doesn't matter, nothing matters until you wake up!" Slowly, I open my eyes to the voice. 

"You're awake... How you feeling?"

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A/N

Dun dun dunnnnnn.... Well, Pey isn't dead! Yay! Poor Carl.... I hope they'll find each other soon....

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