I Need You and Only You (Carl Grimes FanFic/TWD) --(COMPLETED)--Editing

Chapter 34: Stay Safe...

Peyton's POV

I paced around my room thinking deeply.

What should I do? Should I keep the baby or.... I don't know! Am I even strong enough to keep a baby with me? What about Carl though. He needs to know, but how-

I lost my train of thought when I heard a knock on the door. I went to open it. "Hey we thought you may want some friends with you." I smiles softly at Amanda, and hugged her.

"Thank you." I let them in my room and we just sat there talking.

"So what are you planning on doing?" Cole asked me. I sighed, and shrugged. I looked at Lucas who was being really quiet, he would try to avoid eye contact with me.

I noticed that Amanda saw what I was staring at and she spoke up, "Lucas, why are you being so quiet? Your girlfriend needs you right now."

"I.... I'm sorry I don't know what to say." He said quietly.

"Why are you acting like that? You aren't usually like that. Come on Lucas grow some balls!" Amanda demanded.

"Stop talking to me okay? Do you think I want to act this way? I don't even know how to react, and to know that she did it with someone else is really.... I don't even know what I'm feeling right now!" I watched as Lucas runs his hands through his hair.

"I'm sorry..." I say to him.

"Pey, you don't need to be sorry!" Amanda exclaimed.

"But-"

"Don't say anymore." Amanda interrupts me. "Lucas are you saying it's Pey's fault?"

"Well.... I don't know. It techenically is!"

I felt sick... I didn't like that Lucas was talking like that. I felt some tears on my face. I got up and ran to the bathroom and locked the door.

"Pey! Pey! What's wrong?" Amanda asked on the other side of the door. "Come Pey just open the door, it just me."

I unlock the door and Amanda just looks at me. I started to cry and she just hugs me tightly. "You can't keep stressing yourself, it won't be good for you and the baby. I know it's not Lucas's, but the father is someone you love right?"

"Of course it is."

"Then think about the baby first. It's part of the person you love."

"But I may never see him again."

"And that's a prefect reason to keep going and live for the baby and keep it safe. It's going to be hard on the baby if you die or if you take abortion pills. It will all effect you, some in good ways and in bad. But you really need to keep going and I'll even be there to help you."

"Thank you Amanda."

"No problem. Anything for you Pey."

After my talk with Amanda we met up with Cole and Lucas outside. We walked around talking and then Amanda froze. "What's wrong Amanda?" She pointed in front of us. There was a herd of walkers coming our way. "Oh my god."

Their groaning and moanings grew louder as they got closer to us. "Come on we need to go." Cole said grabbing his gun out.

I looked at Amanda who was still frozen with fear. "Cole, Amanda's not moving!" I yelled to him. It made sense though, she never really had to fight for her life. There was always some one there for her.

"Amanda!" Cole yelled grabbing her by her waist. I tripped and fell, when I looked up there was a walker close to me and also fell on me, but I heard a gun shot. I looked up, it was Lucas.