I Need You and Only You (Carl Grimes FanFic/TWD) --(COMPLETED)--Editing

Chapter 32: Goodbye my family..

Peyton POV

I sat outside of the house waiting for Carl. If he was caught coming over, he was going to get into trouble. I heard something crackle through the leaves, it was Carl.

"Pey." He whispers. We slowly walked up to each other. "Did you want to see me?" I nodded. "Well what's the matter?"

I wanted to cry and be in his arms, but what's the matter with me? Why can't I just choose to be with him..... Oh yeah.... Lucas.

"Um... I just wanted to let you know that I'm leaving soon."

"What? Why?"

"Lucas and the others are wanting to leave."

"Wait... Why are you even telling me this? You broke up with me! Why do I need to know this? Are you trying something to get me into trouble now?"

"No Carl, it's not that-"

"Beth was right. I should have listened to her. We are leaving also, because we don't want to be murdered by a girl like you!"

His words kept repeating in my head. Murder? He hates me, that's what I wanted... but why am I not happy about it? I guess I should continue what I started. 

"You're right... Well I guess you might as well leave, since you guys have no reason to be here anyway..."

"Yeah and I'll just fall in love with someone else... It won't be hard. I mean I free now."

I think I heard my heart break, I sighed. "Good for you. I guess we won't be seeing each other for a while." He nodded. "Can I ask you something before anything happens between us?"

"What?" He answers softly listening to what I was getting ready to say.

My eyes started to fill up with tears, and I looked up at met with his eyes with a smile. "Can I spend the rest of the day with you?" I asked quietly and he just stares at me. After a few minutes of silence he finally answers.

"Okay, but you better not do anything to get me or the group into trouble." I nodded, "Good, so what do you want to do?"

"Go back to the beginning."

"Huh?"

"I want to go back." I had tears running down my face.

"Back to where."

"I want to go back to where we first met... We.... We had no problems then."

"Pey." Carl says softly wrapping me in his arms.

Yeah, I know I still love him. That's a fact. I really don't want to leave him anymore. I don't even know what I want anymore. 

"Carl, I'm so sorry... If we never had met none of this would have happened to you."

"Don't say that. You changed my life. Why do you think I regret meeting you?"

"I don't know...." We walked hand in hand, to one of the houses we had cleared out, but no one lived in yet. We just hung out in there, so no one could find us. I started giggling.

"What?"

"I just realized that, everytime that we had tried to... you know do it... We were interrupted every single time."

"Wow... You just realized it?"

"Well I wasn't thinking about it much." I faced Carl and sat in front of him. "I still love you Carl. I hope you know that."

"Pey I do know that. I was just a little mad at first."

"Good, cause I'll never forget you, even when I die, I-"

"Don't say that."

"Carl..."

"Pey, listen to me..." He gets on his knees and slowly goes to my face. "I will always love you." I smiled and he closed the space between us. He lied me down on the ground and he took off his shirt, and before I knew so was my shirt. He went back down to me and kissed me down my neck.

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I woke up in Carl's arms, and smiled. I turned to look at him. We have to leave each other now...

I suddenly heard yelling outside. "Carl." I shook him.

"Hmm?"

"They're yelling for us, we need to go."

"Okay." We got up and put our clothes on and I held his hand. 

"We won't be seeing each other for a while, so don't you ever forget that I love you so much."

"I love you too Pey." We kissed and ran back to my house and he went to his.

"Em! There you are." It was Lucas. "Are you ready to go?" I nodded. "Okay let's head out."

"Wait." I said to him.

"What?"

"Can I say goodbye to my other group?" I wanted to tell them goodbye, even if some of them hated me now.

"Em, you don't even know them."

"Actually I do. I remembered everything."

"Then, why did you get them into trouble?"

"That's something that my dad should have told you guys, but I'm guessing he didn't, and there's no way I'm telling you."

"Why?"

"I trust you, but I haven't told anyone about my secret. No one knows unless it was my dad who told them. Anyway, please take me to say goodbye?"

"Okay." We ran to the house where my family had stayed. I had knocked on the door and opened the door, but when I looked in everyone was gone.

"They.... They left. Without saying anything."

Lucas wrapped his arms around me. "It's going to be okay, come on everyone is waiting." I let tear rain down my face, knowing I could never see any of them again.

"Gareth we're ready, let's go!"

"Okay. Let's head out everybody." We all got into cars and drove away. It may take forever, but I just hope they figure out how to find a cure for the freakin' apocalypse.

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A/N

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