My Alpha, My Beta(boyxboy)

Chapter 8

(A/N)

Okay, I had to make Tyler's dad hot, don't judge. His name is Matthew by the way(David Beckham)

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Isaac's P.O.V.

Tears slide down my eyes as I go through pictures on my phone of Tyler and me. I kept scrolling before I stumbled across a picture that made me sob. It was a selfie of us on his birthday. I was on his back and we were both extremely red and laughing. Why couldn't it be like this? Why the fuck did I have to be his stupid mate, He deserves so much better than me. He deserves someone strong and powerful like himself. But no, the stupid Moon goddess had to pair us up. Like that was gonna go well.

A light knock on my bedroom door snapped me out of my thoughts.

I meant to say "Come in." but it ended up coming out as an awkward groan. The door knob twisted and the door slowly opened to reveal the Alpha. As soon as his eyes saw me they filled with pity. He came over to my bed, I quickly wiped my tears. I'm so goddamn pathetic, I can't believe the Alpha has to see me like this.

"How are you doing?" He asked me his voice filled with worry and a little bit of anger.

"I'm fine." I lied. I was awful. Everything hurt. My body and my head. I was starving but I didn't deserve to eat anything. The Alpha looked down and sighed.

"I'm sorry this is happening to you. I shall say that your mate is an absolute dumbass." He say's. I smile lightly if only he knew that he was talking about his own son.

"Thank you, Alpha." I meant to say but it can out as a whisper. I felt fucking pathetic appearing like this in front of the Alpha. I heard him sigh heavily before running his hands down his face.

"So I was talking to Tyler and he found his-" The Alpha paused his sentence before mumbling "mate." Wait, what? There is now way Tyler would tell anyone I was mated to him. The Alpha probably saw my confused face because he began to explain. "Her name is Kate,"

My heart dropped once he said the name of Tyler's "mate". Tyler is going to mate with someone else. I held back my tears though they wanted to come out more than ever. I cleared my throat before stuttering "That s-sounds gr-great, I'm-" I paused due to my heartburn. I coughed a few times and the worry started to stretch the Alpha's face. I pulled myself together in about a minute or two since I did not want to waste the Alpha's time, he has better stuff to do than pity a rejected pathetic Isaac. "I'm ha-happy for him." I finished the sentence, pain flashing through my body as I said it.

The Alpha sighed before dragging his hands down his face. He looked to be very disinclined to the situation. "I spoke to Tyler about his position since now that he has a mate he is eligible to take over as Alpha. Tyler want's to make a few changes to the positions, I'm gonna be honest with you I think Tyler is being an absolute dumbass about this situation." He said before pausing. I knew where this was going so tears began to swell up in my eyes. But this time I couldn't fight them back. "Uh well, Tyler doesn't believe that in your current state of mind you will be able to be a help to him rule the pack." He finishes. At this point, I have burning hot tears flowing down my cheeks at the speed of light. I hated crying like this in front of the Alpha.

"C-can I be alo-alone?" I managed to say between sobs. He nodded and exited the room closing the door on his way out. When the door slam shut I curled into a ball a sobbed into my knees. Suddenly I felt a familiar pang in my chest followed by an indescribable pain I have felt once before. 

My sobs increased in volume and my body felt as if someone was just chopping me in half. Ever since Tyler and I were kids we fantasized about how we would rule the pack together. There was never a single doubt in my mind that I would be ruling by his side as Beta. Now all 18 years of training, all the scars, all the tears, and the laughs are gone. Those were the happy days, the happy days are in the past. Now we're in the shit we call the present. Whilst Tyler goes around and fucks whores and lives as if tomorrow doesn't exist, I live in the purest form of torture.

The torture of having every one of my dreams stripped from me. The torture of having to live in absolute agony. The torture of being torture of living with a broken heart. The torture of not being wanted by the person that you want the most. The torture of being rejected.

*TRIGGER WARNING*

All my thoughts hit me like a tornado. The only word traced in my mind was REJECTED. My thoughts overcame my body and I found myself walking to my bathroom and opening the bottom drawer. I was greeted with empty pill vials and various types of pills scattered throughout the drawer. I dug my hand into the back of the drawer to find a blade. I hadn't used one of these in three years. I had promised Tyler that I would stop but Tyler doesn't seem to care anymore.

I lifted my shirt to be greeted with healed scars over my abs. I brought the blade up to my stomach and dragged.

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Blood.

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Blood.

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Black.

(A/N)

I'm sorry for my grammar/spelling mistakes(I suck).

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