Is it okay if i don't love myself? Is it okay if i pretend everything is alright? Is it okay when i cry my self to sleep each night, while i try to be quiet so nobody will awake? Is it okay that i hate everything about my life? That i hate the way i look, the way i act. Is it okay if i feel like never breathing again? Is it okay if i hurt myself just to release the pain? Is it okay that im not everything everyone wants? Is it okay that i cant stand the way i feel? Is it okay.... NO ITS NEVER OKAY. I feel like im traped inside and no one is willing to open the door. I feel like im isolated. That i need someone to be okay. That i need love to heal my pain. NO. i need strength and confidence and something I CAN LOVE. Nobody is willing to help because im pushing them away. That i feel like i can do this on my own. I CAN'T. i need a guide to help bring me back to my feet again. To make me happy. And something that makes me want to actually stay alive. I have nothing, all i have is a mind full of regret. A heart full of pain. That's All i have. Pain, fear, misery and my soul aching.
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The Mask Of Depression
PuisiMy life. My story. Little words. Huge meaning. The thought of being empty and lost in life. The pain lingering within. The mask that you wear so no one may know the pain that is faced by the solider who wears it. The short stories to make you cry. T...
