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Chapter thirtythree

*Olivia's POV*

I tapped my nails on my phone screen, to be honest I was nervous, Emily's texts were usually silly and fun, but now they were.........concerning..........

I paced around my house thinking about what could possibly be wrong, but I had no idea! Every minute that she wasn't here I kept getting more more nervous.

After what seemed like forever, the doorbell rang, I ran over and opened it.

"Finally!"
I exclaimed pulling the girls inside.
"We need to talk...."
Emily said looking concerned.

"I know I've been really anxious waiting here!"
I said throwing my arms up. I looked over at Ella, she seemed as nervous as she did when we first met her.

"Ella? What wrong?"
I asked.
"That's why we need to talk"
Emily said shooting Ella feisty look.

I led them over to my couch and immediately asked.
"What's going on?!"

Emily looked right at Ella.
"Tell her!"
Ella looked up at me, her eyes looked sad.

"I'm so sorry Olivia......I never meant for this to happen....."
she continued to look down at the floor.

"What happened?!"
I began to get more impatient.
"Tell her Ella!"

Emily got very pushy, I've never seen her like this before.
"Tell me what?!"
I couldn't take it anymore. The tension in the room was unreal.

"Casey forced me to get all of your secrets from back in Michigan to blackmail Johnson into breaking up with you! And it's all my fault! She released some of it!"

She began sobbing into her hands. Emily looked utterly annoyed.
"What........"

I couldn't believe a thing of what I just heard, I couldn't hear what Emily was saying because I was too focused on trying to sort everything out.

Finally I managed to say something.
"How did you get that stuff.......it was way back when I lived in Michigan........"

Ella looked at me confusedly and sad.
"I went to your middle school Olivia, and part of your high school....."
She said looking back down.
"Oh my god......."

I remembered what stuff I had hidden since I moved here............

*Flashback*

I was in 8th grade, about to become a freshmen, I had almost no friends and was horrendously overweight, I was 5"4 and weighed about 180 pounds, (overweight for my height)

I used to wear pink flashy t-shirts from Justice and jeans that didn't fit over my hips, along with some dirty off-brand sneakers, which also had lights in them........

One day while binge eating a lunch made for a family of four at lunch, two really skinny girls with beautiful complexions sat next to me.

I didn't know many people well and had no friends so I looked up cowardly.

"Hey you wanna lose that weight?"
The girl wearing a Hollister long sleeve blue shirt and lulu lemon leggings said, she brushed her Lin blonde hair out of her face.

I nodded my head looking down at my stomach, all of a sudden it looked ten times bigger than it ever had looked.

I felt tears well up.
"Meet with us in the bathroom near the gym after lunch and we'll help you"

The girl wearing a short floral romper and black hair tied up into a ponytail said back.

I nodded my head once more and they left, I didn't finish eating my lunch that day, I threw it out, but every time I took a step I was cautious of my stomach movements.

*Time skip*

I walked into the bathroom just after lunch let out, and there were the two girls standing there on their phones, they looked up and saw me.

"There you are!"
The blonde haired one said. I walked closer to them.
"What do I do......?"
I asked them cautiously.

"Follow me!"
The brunette said. I did as she said and walked into the last stall.

She held her two fingers up.
"Just take these bad boys and stick them down your throat, be ready for the vomit to come up"

I know now that want I did at the time was wrong, but at the moment I felt insecure and alone, let's just say puberty hit me like a truck.

I did as the girl said, it may have been the most disgusting thing I had ever done but it felt right.

"Good job.....maybe when you weigh less we'll consider being your friend....."
As soon as I looked up the girls were gone.

After that throughout freshman year I kept throwing up to lose weight, before I knew it I was 5"8 and weighed 90 pounds (140 is the average)

Now I was underweight and wasn't eating much anymore, I was anorexic, and was not really happy.........again..........

After I moved to L.A. I kept hat hidden from everyone, mainly because of people talked to me about it I felt weak and scared again.

Also, it took me till the beginning of junior year to fix my problem, it was ONE of my major regrets.....and now everyone knows........

*Flashback over*

"Olivia?.......Olivia!"
I snapped back into reality. Emily staring at me.
"What is it.....?"

"I can't do this......."
Then I ran out of the door and didn't stop....................

*Hey guys Liv here and hopefully you checked out my last chapter on the new book cover, remember if you can do it please comment and tell me, and even if more than one person wants to make one that's fine I like options!!!!! Thanks for 1.81k reads!!!!!!!! I'm just gonna leave this chapter there, thanks so much I love you all byeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
~Olivia❤