I need you (Josh Dun) Book 1 [EDITING]

Chapter 9

Mia's POV

   So yeah i never went back downstairs and Tyler kind of got mad at me but whatever. I woke up early to walk so i wouldn't have to talk to Josh and Tyler. so i left the house walking. When i got to school i got there early so i just waited in my First class which was Math. Then the bell rang and everyone started walking in. Mrs.Ross started explaining our work and everything was going smoothly today.

Time skip to lunch/brought to you buy Tyler's wristband tattoo

During lunch i went to my usual lunch table with all the girls but i noticed awsten wasn't here like usual. I told the girls i would be right back, as i was pacing through the corridors i saw Awsten making out with Jess against a locker. Without thinking i yelled 

"HOW COULD YOU?!" with teary eyes (misty)i yelled at both Awsten and Jess. They both stopped doing what they were doing and Awsten dropped Jess and tried talking to me.I ignored both of them. I started running back to the cafeteria when i ran into someone all of a sudden.Josh. i felt bad for telling him that yesterday but i couldn't let him know i actually like him he'll just break my heart before i can say sorry he helped me up and asked 

"are you ok mia?" he looked concerned, i didn't say anything i just started sobbing and trembling. Josh took me in his arms and started hugging me "you can tell me what's wrong baby?" i didn't think of it at the time i mean i was just crying about my "boyfriend" which i don't even know if we were dating or if he was just using me.

"J.Josh, i-i w-was looking for awsten and i caught him making out with.j-" i stopped Jess and Josh are dating so technically Jess cheated on him too. I didn't know weather to tell him or not.

"with who come on tell me" Josh started getting impatient and i-i lied to him.

"with jasmine" i looked down ashamed i lied to him and started sobbing again

"hey,it's ok don't cry. don't cry" he brushed through my hair with his fingers and started rubbing little circles on my back. while he was comforting me the bell rang and i stood up and thanked him for comforting me and started walking back to my stupid remaining  classes in which all of them had Awsten and Jess.

After school~

Tyler was really concerned about it, he thought how could it go from a cute couple to me catching him cheating on me. What hurt the most was that Jess and Josh were coming to our house once again today. Tyler decided not to tell Jenna so i wouldn't be alone with all the couples. We started heading home i told Tyler i was going up to my room and this time he didn't stop me. I then heard a knock at the door and i yelled "SORRY I'LL TURN MY MUSIC OFF" but instead of hearing Tyler i heard Jess. I really didn't want to talk to her but she invited herself in

"hey Mia?" her voice crack 

"Yes?" i told her with my glossy eyes i can't believe she would do that again, yes again that's the reason we stopped talking. 5 months without talking to her because i caught her and awsten doing the nasty in my own room. Once again i told no one about it and that was her "little secret" everyone started talking bad about me because i just stopped talking to her but i didn't care. She then broke me out of my thoughts and said

"why didn't you tell josh about it?" her voice cracked again and i responded with 

"Because.i. i didn't want to ruin your guys' relationship. Mine could be ruined with Awsten but if you don't do it again i wont tell him" and i sighed knowing i was giving Josh up after 2 and a half years of  falling for him. And Jess once again interrupting my thoughts said 

"look I'm sorry Mia, I'm going to tell him i know what i did wasn't right. I wasn't thinking but i don't deserve Josh, i still don't understand why you would lie about Jasmine doing it and not me, but if you can come help me tell him.Please?" 

i cant believe I'm doing this 

"umm, ok. sure" we both headed downstairs while i looked down and Jess looked super sad 

"josh, i have to talk to you" and Josh looked up with his signature smile. My knees felt weak just looking at him. Jess told him everything from the first thing that happened to the last. Josh looked mad at me, not even at jess.

"YOU!" he pointed at me "why didn't you tell me it wasn't Jasmine" i looked down ashamed 

"because i didn't want to ruin your guys' relationship.mine could be ruined with Awsten but you guys belong together" i started sobbing and Jess just left. This always ends up happening i help Jess out and she leaves me with the problem.

Josh's voice softens "hey,hey Mia it's ok. Im sorry for lashing out on you" he did the same thing he did at school when i told him about Awsten, i was in Josh's arms and for once i didn't act like i hated his presence . Tyler instead of being a supportive brother, he ruined the moment.

"at least both of you guys can date now" usually i would just roll my eyes but can't Tyler be serious even just for 5 minutes. I stood up and told him "Tyler, can you even be serious for 5 minutes" and headed to my room and i slammed the door, with that i tripped on something but i didn't even care what it was i just laid there and i eventually fell asleep on the floor.

Josh's POV~

After Mia left i couldn't help but be a little mad at Tyler for ruining this moment i looked up at him to see him smirking.

"seriously Tyler, you really can't be serious even when your sister is literally sobbing her eyes out"

"Well josh it looked like she was enjoying being in her arms and you're MY best fren"

 i looked up at him again and he looked serious 

"you can't be that fucking childish Tyler" i stood up, grabbed my Jacket and left Tyler's house. 

I mean this is ok but it took me like an hour to type this so it's good for me doing this in only an hour right?