Chapter 24

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by Tylerrticctacc

by Tylerrticctacc

Mia's POV------Gonna be a short one because the next ones are gonna be the best. Also I'm back! I usually put a/n at the end of chapters but I want all of you to see this first thing when you see this chapter but anyways continue reading and I love all you guys so much. Also don't forget to vote and comment because i don't want to have all silent readers. LOVE YOU GUYS <3.

Back in school people started making up lies about Josh. Some say he was in the bathrooms fucking another girl. Some say he was in the bathrooms making out with a mysterious girl, and some are even saying he was in there just taking pictures. I don't understand why people are trying so hard to break Josh and I up. Some say the relationship just won't work because

"Y'all 'hated' each other before you guys started dating. I just don't think it'll last"

said one of the girls from the upper grades. I find it incredulously stupid that people believe that. I find it so stupid that i decided to break all my anger up in a stupid journal.

Journal Entry #212

Hey! I don't know why I'm writing this in a journal I've had this thing for about 2 years now, but i need help and i don't know who to ask. I know it's stupid. Why would i believe that people that have been trying to break me up with him since we started dating but once again what if it's true. What if he really never cared for me and lied. What if he's just leading me on and then he's going to break my heart. What if he's just getting me back for me breaking him up with Jess when he found out that she cheated. He wouldn't do that right? Even Tyler has started doubting our relationship but he tries to hide it by sticking with Jenna with all the drama. I have no idea who to believe this time because even though I really don't want to doubt Josh I do. You're gonna wonder "why would you think that after everything you guys have been through together" and you're right we did have a lot of fights and thats exactly why i doubt it why did he ask me out so all of a sudden and it was right after I had been through a breakup. Maybe him and Awsten teamed up and that's why i got shot and he didn't.

As soon as i finished writing all of that i started feeling tears roll down my cheeks. Tyler has been knocking at my door for about 20 minutes now. I really don't wanna answer, but i also don't want him to worry.

"Ty i'm on my period leave me alone please!"

"I did not need to know that" he said as i heard his footsteps start to fade away in the distance.

I know that I should not be doubting Josh because I love him and he loves me. At least I think he does.I feel bad for doubting him. My heart is telling me that he didn't do anything and that I should trust him but then my brain is telling me that he probably did and that he never really did love me and is doing this to break my heart. I don't even know if I can trust him anymore.