Part 18

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(This part is also dark, if you do not feel comfortable reading you may skip. Love you guys!)

Month five: I just couldn't take it anymore, I walked over to the B-pit, "Madoka?" I asked, "can you help me? I have fallen and I can't get back on my feet, I am just so sad, and I can't help being so, I hate myself." "Madeline I don't know what to tell you, Ryuga doesn't want you back, you must understand that." "I do, I don't talk to him and he doesn't talk to me, I am pretty sure he hates me." "Well, you broke his heart, and he is just as sad. I don't think he wants you back, but he misses the feeling of love you brought him." Madoka told me, she, I could tell hated me also.

Month six: I have decided that I would just make it end, I have no friends and no true home or family. "Dear Ryuga, you have made me feel so loved, I just want to tell you that I love you and goodbye, I have decided to kill myself, I don't have anyone to turn to for help, I have fallen into depression. Don't try to stop me, there is nothing else for me. I will see you in heaven my friend. Love-Madeline." I texted him.

I started my walk to the cliff, it was raining and was getting dark. I was in my favorite clothes, the outfit Ryuga had gotten me, the necklace, bracelet, and my crown.

I found the place I would be jumping off of, it was the tallest place. Tears fell down my face, as I took a deep breath, "I am sorry." I whispered and prepared myself to jump. I started running, but someone tackled me before I got to the edge. I tried to get free but they held me there, I looked up, it was Ryuga. He looked at me with sad eyes, more tears start falling from my face, "Don't EVER try that again!" he told me angrily and started crying, "Why? It's not like you care, you hate me, and I hate myself, so just let me go. Please." "No I am not going to let you commit suicide." "But you will let me live with the fact that you and everyone else hates me? It's just torture." "No Madeline, I don't hate you." he cried "You told me that you did." I sobbed into his chest. "I did at the time, but I don't now, I realised how much I loved you." he held me tighter, "I am sorry I didn't believe you, I must have shattered your poor fragile heart," I nodded, "I know I shattered yours. I am sorry! I am! Please forgive me!" I begged him, "please don't leave me like you did, If you do I will kill myself one way or another." "I won't, I won't leave you! Of course I forgive you!, I was also in the wrong by not listening to you." he was sobbing and just hearing his cries made me cry more, I hugged him, and he hugged me, "I am sorry..." i said clinging to him, he held onto me, pulling me closer, "It's ok... I am sorry..." "It's ok..." "Madeline, did you anything to yourself?" he asked me worriedly, tears still falling. I just nodded, "What did you do?" "I-I hurt myself, I cut my arms and opened my scars." I said I was crying harder, "Oh Madeline! Why did you do that?" "Because I-I didn't know what else to do, I tried talking to Madoka, she ignored me, I tried texting you, and you ignored me, I don't have any family, nor friends anymore, I am alone." "Madeline I promise you are not alone, not anymore. I will keep you, even if I am the only one who loves you, I love you with all my heart! You are my Dragon Empress!" hearing him call me his dragon empress again made me feel loved again, "Ryuga I love you too, with all my heart! Thank you, you are the only one who loves me right now." "Madeline... I promise to be there when you need me, I promise to hug you tight when you're lonely, I promise to wipe your tears when they fall and I promise to keep you, not for the rest of my life, but for the rest of yours because you are my everything... I promise!" He pulled away from our hug and pulled me up, "Is ok if I kiss you?" he asked me, we were both still crying and we were soaking wet from the rain, I nodded, he lightly pressed his lips against mine, I had missed this feeling, it had been six months since he last kissed me and this was special, "I love you Ryuga." I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him harder, "I love you too Madeline," he said and continued to kiss me.

We started to walk back to my apartment, to get my stuff. I walked in, the place was a mess, "Wow you must have been pretty sad for this to happen, is this really your room?" Ryuga told me, I started picking up my stuff, and putting it in a box, "Yea, I was a mess... Hey look I found my beyblade!" my eyes were tear stained and so were his.

He helped me move back to his/our house. "Madeline, for a while Madoka and the others will still visit me, they have been ever since four months ago, while they are here I want you to pretend you are not there, they are still mad at you, I will show them the text you sent me and they will think you are dead, this is just for now, until I can make them miss you. I will say that I have your stuff because I don't know what to do with it. Is that ok?" "Yes, I like that idea, I prefer to be dead to them." he nodded, "I will need to pretend to be sad, ok?" "Ok." We got back to the house, and I moved back into my room, it felt good to be there, it was almost 10:30. I climbed in bed.

An hour went by and I still couldn't fall asleep, I knocked on Ryuga's door, and he opened, "I can't sleep, I am still afraid that if I go to sleep, ill wake up in my apartment, alone." "Madeline you aren't alone, I am here, please come in." I stepped inside, and hugged him, "It's ok Madeline, I am here," he returned the hug, and we sat down, and he held me close to him, "Ryuga can I stay in your arms tonight? It's ok if you say no." "Of course you can stay in my arms, I was actually wondering if you did." He smiled at me, and held me tight, after a few minutes I fell asleep.

Ryuga's POV

I am so happy that Madeline is back in my arms, and I feel so bad for leaving her in such a position that she wanted to kill herself, I am so glad I stopped her. I don't think I could have beared it if she did succeed. Tomorrow Madoka and others will be coming, just like normal, I would need to be sad as normal, but this time I needed to be hurt, in such pain that they would leave, I had to make them believe that Madeline is dead, until they miss her also. I kissed the sleeping head of Madeline. I can't believe she hurt herself the way she did. When she told me that she did, my heart hurt for her, she must be in a lot of pain. 

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