Typical.

Chapter 16: Just a Boy

Hey there directioners!!! so i'm sorry for not updating in so long and i'm sorry this is so short, things have been rediculously busy for me lately. And i'm sorry for this chapter being so horribly short.

So i've been getting a huge amount of requests for some sex and stuff... i'm sorry i dragged it on so long! it just seemed right... and THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR FEEDBACK, I ALWAYS APPRECIATE IT!!!!!!

but as requested, here's some Levie action! prepare yourselves... doesn't get too sexy though. wanted to keep it PG-13. hope you all enjoy!!!

For once, Evie and I were alone.

As soon as I replied to her, she brought her lips to my neck and slid her hands up my shirt. Her warm hands traveled up my torso as I lied on top of her. I’d never kissed her like this, before. Our kisses were usually forced pecks. But if there was one thing this wasn’t, it was a forced peck. I hungrily took her lip between my teeth and heard her gasp. Her hands roamed up and down my chest, then slid the very tips of her fingers up my neck, making me tingle. I felt her grab at my hair, still unaccustomed to it being so short, and in response, I moaned in pleasure. She twisted her head to allow the kiss to deepen and my tongue to slip inside her mouth. It was as if our tongues were doing a choreographed dance. I took the lead and she followed as if she knew the dance by heart. I couldn’t think about anything but her. I slid my hands down her frame and rested them on her hips that were moving rhythmically beneath mine.

This was the first time I was nervous about this type of thing.

I inhaled sharply as my lips disconnected with hers for a moment, but soon, they reconnected to her cheek. I left a trail of kisses across her cheek to her jawline. She lasted like warm cinnamon. The warmth reverberated throughout my body, and I found myself helplessly aroused. I kissed down her long, slender neck, then up to her ear. I sucked hard right beneath her ear and she let out a small moan and in response, snaked her fingers through my hair and made a fist at the roots, holding me there. I sucked harder and she let out a bigger moan. Smiling against her skin, I nibbled her earlobe and she shivered.

“Evie,” I whispered shortly. “I love you.”

She was hanging on to every last word, I could tell. Her breath was beginning to get deeper and more rapid. I felt her chest beneath me rising and falling. I left a little bite on her collarbone as my hands roamed over her body.

I was surprised when she flipped us over so I was on my back and she was straddling me. As if on cue, we both shed our shirts at the same time and threw them on the floor. I fumbled with the hooks on her bra.

“This is like the fucking Gordian knot, here, Ev, how do you get this off?”

“You’re such a fucking idiot,” she said, letting out a short laugh, pulling out of the kiss.

“A little help?”

“Figure it out yourself.”

“Damn it, Evie, you’re so difficult,” I grumbled as I finally got it. She slid her arms through the straps and threw it on the floor.

Holy fuck.

I can’t take this.

The kiss deepened. 

My heart thudded. 

I flipped her over onto her back again, her hair flying onto her face. I took her breasts in my hands and kissed around the nipple. I kissed down the valley between her breasts and moved myself down to her legs. I pulled her skirt down her legs and stroked her smooth, pale, skinny thighs as I pushed myself up to be at the same level as her eyes.

“Are you sure, Ev?”

“Yeah,” she said, nodding rapidly. I knew her too well.  I knew those eyes…

“Evie, that’s bullshit, I can tell you’re scared.”

“Well what if it hurts?”

“Ev, the first time hurts for a girl, no matter how careful the guy is,” I said. Although I wanted it—needed it, even—I couldn’t lie. I wanted to make sure she wanted to. I didn’t want to be like Noah. I wanted her to say yes. Not a lie. I wanted her to mean it.

“No, Liam… I told you, I’ve never realized it before, but I love you. I really do. I want to," she said, earnesty shining through her irises.

I couldn’t hide my smile.

I kissed down her body again and played with the white lace of her underwear. White lace. So innocent, untouched, beautiful. I felt her get tense as I teased her. I left soft kisses on her inner thighs and as she got impatient, she pushed the lace down her hip. I smiled and pulled them off and my pants and underwear, too.

And in that moment, I wasn’t Liam Payne from One Direction. I was just Liam. I wasn’t anything ”great” or “famous” or “abnormal.” I was a boy. She was a girl. I was a boy having sex with a girl. Normal. Typical.

"Hey, Liam?"

"Hm?"

"I love you."

I smiled and said it back to her, but i knew she was asleep already. 

Sex with Evie was unlike any sex ever before ever. Now that wasn’t typical. It was the first time I’d had sex with anyone I truly loved. Love. I loved Evie. It was strange, feeling that way towards her not in a best friend’s kind of way. Like, the I’m in love with you way. But I loved it. And when she curled up next to me, her head on my shoulder, her eyes fluttered shut like the wings of a butterfly: graceful and lovely. She was so comfortable, warm, happy… I wanted to keep her this way forever. 

In this state, by my side.

She was just so damn beautiful. The sheets were pulled over her body as if she were ashamed of it—I knew she was, but she really had no reason to be. Her wild hair was slightly over her face as her head rested on my shoulder. She had that placid look on her face that she always possessed when she slept. Her cheeks were flushed and her ears were pink. I pushed the hair out of her face and saw her neck. Several hickeys extended over the length of her neck, particularly large ones right beneath her ear and on her collarbone.  Her hand rested on my bare chest.

I rubbed the area on her back, between her shoulder blades gently. One of her legs was intertwined with mine, the smoothness of her thigh on mine. She clung to me slightly, as if she didn’t want me to leave her. I wasn’t going to. I didn’t want to.

This was just so wonderful, peaceful, beautiful.

For once, I was just a boy. She was a girl. And that’s all we needed.

Hope you all loved it!!! i'm sorry it's so short and it took so long!!!!!! and for a few dirty minded directioners who wanted dirty stuff, here's my reasoning behind cutting it off where i did

1. i don't think my boyfriend would be too happy about me fantasizing about having sex with Liam Payne...

2. i wanted to keep it PG-13 for the younger gals ;)

3. i don't know how to describe how wonderful sex is with someone you love for the first time, it's more than words can describe

ANYWAY, i hope you liked it anyway!!!! love you all!!!!!!