A Mean Girl's Broken Heart {Wattys2017}

Chapter -14

It was english class. And i was relieved that it is Mr.Fitz's class. I hate every other class and although sean was there in the class i can pay attention to tge class to deviate my mind from him.

Aarghh i am actually being sensitive. Shit all my years of having a rock solid heart had vanished. Big deal i am not going to pay attention I'll just text my girls during the class. That ought to deviate my thoughts.

I entered the class and the first thing I see is that Mr.Fitz wasnt there...... It was a new teacher.

Shit!

I went and walked up to my seat.
Man was that teacher a work of art. Aah good i atleast got a topic to text my girls about the substitute teacher for today.

I took my seat. I heard some writing on the board. And that is when i knew that this sir want the substitute for today he is our new english sir.

He wrote his name on the board.
Damon.... Mr. Damon Paul ..
He looks just as gorgeous as his first name sounds..And is just as good as the second name sounds just so dreamy...

As he was taking about the reason that Mr.Fitz is no longer our teacher I could not hear a word.  It was all like in a haze the movie dramatic.. He looked like 17. And mahn did he look good..

It was like i turned off my humanity switch cause i seriously didnt care about what had happened right before the class..
I took out my lip gloss so as to give that plump gorg look.. as soon as the lip gloss touched my lips, Mr.Damon told "You! the girl in the back stop playing with your make up. As you can see am here to teach English not some make up or modelling class. Put that thing inside your bag before i confiscate that thing.."

Oh ,oh he sure is trouble...

Someone from the class just then whisper yelled "sure looks like he came from the modelling class to me though"..

And everybody burst in laughter... like literally everyone..

Mr. Damon said in a stern, stable and deep voice " Silence class."
And then our class was dead silent like as if a deadly storm was to come soon.

Mr. Damon continued
" I dont know how things were before with your last sir. Believe me seeing this I must warn you I am not somebody you would want to mess with.
I have a strict code of conduct and i dont want anyone.. anyone to disobey me.. Do you understand? In my class the due date will be the final date given for an assignment. No makeup.. especially i have my eyes on you young lady!.." he looked at me glaringly and then he went on yada yada yada..

The one thing I know now is that this sir is not as cool as he looks like.. that kind of boiled my blood because English was the one class where I didn't have to be bothered much. It was like a break. And now... this? Aaaaghh this can't get any worse..

I looked at Sean.. and coincidentally at that exact moment our eyes met as he turned to look at me. I just stared at him for 2 seconds and then looked back to the book. But although I was looking into the book my head couldn't concentrate as my heart was thumping so heavily, with full force, that i thought i was having a heart attack.

Thoughts stirred up in my head. All i thought about was him. No one has ever occupied so much space in my heart or my head. And that is the problem.

With the one look that I received I wanted to melt myself on the spot standing there. Even my parents never made me feel bad about who I am. But somehow he had the power to send me into tears with just a look of hurt in his eyes.

This was the first time that such a thing happened to me... a break down. And all i could do was  hope that my head and heart calm down.. because otherwise it is going to be really hard to talk to him the next time i see him..

Next was biology which luckily he isnt there..

After the school ended I walked towards the parking lot. Anyhow, i got to the parking space where i parked my car. His was parked a few spaces after. The exact time i opened my car, he did and we exchanged glances.

I immediately got into my car my throat closed up i couldn't breathe. The feeling spread and then i felt slightly dizzy i put music and it calmed me down...

Wait what the heck is happening  did i just have a panic attack? A freaking panic attack.. !!?? Thoughts stirred up in my head..

I drove as fast as possible to reach home and to see if he might have send me any message. My head praying that he did. I pulled up my phone from my purse and put on the WiFi and stared at the screen. With full expectation.. but an hour passed by and so did the second.. and the third hour still nothing.. i had no lunch and now no dinner and i just fell into a deep sleep..

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