A Mean Girl's Broken Heart {Wattys2017}

Chapter - 7

And so I went into the school before the bell rang so that I would have enough time to take me books from the locker. And as I was approaching the locker there is this voice and I swear I would wish to hear that voice for the rest of my life. And as I turned towards that amazing voice to my surprise it was Sean. And I was like oh hi.actually I stammered while saying and it was like
" o-Oh  h-i se-an."
"Woah i did not know that you actually stammered at all and that to after so many meets this seems kinda awkward."
"Nah I was just trying this er.. for a new part I was trying to play."
I didn't literally know what to say that was the first and the most lamest excuse that I made in my life I say.
"Ok fine drama queen carry on with your actress act while I try to get to English class."
"Yea and I'll be coming with you too."

So we just went together to the class. Well I went in front of him cause you know i didn't want veronica nor Chloe to know anything.

So I entered the class and took my seat and Sean sat in the next row to me a seat in front from where I was sitting because behind him was Chloe. And I was talking to Chloe when I just simply looked at where he was sitting and then found him to be staring at me and smirking. I was like woah that is super cute!!!! And I was looking at him just giving a sly smile forgetting that I was talking to Chloe when suddenly veron tapped on my shoulder and I leaned to her as she told me that
"ooh looks like that new hottie has caught your attention."
I just smiled cause i didn't know what to tell. But behing this all in was still freaking out about the fact that he was in my school when I thought he wouldn't be and that to he was in the exact same class which was even more impossible.

So out teacher came into the class. Mr. Fitz.. He was a cool guy and I always pretty much adored him for the fact that in pretty little liars aria likes Mr. Fitz but our Mr. Fitz isnt as good looking as the one in pll of course the ones they portray in books and movies are a little too cute whwn in expectation you cant even get one good looking sir or proffeser or teacher. But anyhow unlike any other day instead of thinking about pll's Mr. Fitz  today I was extremely caught up thinking about Sean. Who didn't leave my mind. I kind of started to wonder if he liked me. Which made me quite excited. I mean like a real lot excited!! But this feeling was all so new to me as i was always quite busy thinking about me , myself and i thus was the first time i actually thought about someone else. I have never found the need to love someone or the need to be felt loved either. I just had boyfriends because well
a) They were popular
and b) All populars had boyfriends so whatevs. As i was caught up dreaming and rethinking and replying everything about this the bell rang which I felt like it took a long time or maybe even the most shortest time.

So a few more boring and dragging classes brought me to sleep but i didn't think about Sean, oh no I wouldn't do that because I felt like I was too caught up with him. I wasn't that kind of a person. But I did see him look at me a lot in the classes. He would just stare and when i would just take a glimpse around the room to see if he is looking he would be and then at the end we both we both transported to this third space where only me and him ceased to exist.