See Me - An OkiKagu Love Story Part Two

Kagura POV

"Turu Turu Turu Turu," I sing as I finish getting dressed for school. I smooth out my skirt and resist the urge to put on my sweatpants. Ever since I started dating Okita Sougo, I haven't been able to suppress the girly side of me. I want him to see only me and it's kinda hard to, when I cover up my porcelain white legs with sweats. I always catch him looking at other girls and I can't help but wonder if I wore make-up and let my hair down, if he would look only at me? 

I've done what I can to look more appealing without stepping out of my comfort zone. I wear my now long hair down with only one ornament on the right side of my head. I shortened my skirt just a teensy bit and now I'm going pantless. I still don't do make-up or anything fancy but I think with my exposed legs, he'll notice me more than the other girls. 

"Gin-chan! I'm off!" I call and open to the door, only to have him yank me back by my collar. 

"Pants?" He asks. 

"Nope!" I say, struggling to free myself of his grip. 

"And why not? If it's because of that delinquent boyfriend of yours..."

"It's not!" I squeak indignant. He narrows his eyes. 

"Hoh? And now you even have the gall to lie to me?" He asked. I resist the urge to roll my eyes. Ever since Sougo and I told Gin-chan he's been on helicopter parent mode. He used to not give a damn about what I do. It was a battle with him just to change my hairstyle. 

"Gin-chan I'm almost 18 for heavens sake! If I want to show my legs at school I'll show them!" I yelled, still trying to pry his fingers off of me. "No! Too much skin! You'll get burned by the sun!" He yelled in a wild attempt to get me to change back. 

"I'm wearing sunblock! I'm gonna be late you stupid overbearing helicopter balding sensei!" I yelled. He dropped me and rushed to the mirror. "Am I really?" He asked, all concern for me having transferred to his wild white hair. "Oi Kagura! Am I really balding?" He asked. I smiled innocently before bolting out the front door. 

"OI! KAGURA!" He yelled but I was gone. Laughing I raced past the neighborhood. God he was such an idiot sometimes. I ran all the way to the school, loving the feel of the wind in my hair. God I loved to run. It felt so free. 

I soon saw the familiar brown hair male up ahead of me. "Sadist!" I shouted joyfully and launched myself onto his back. "Hey China!" he laughed, calling me by my hateful pet nickname. Then again he doesn't particularly like his nickname either so we're even. I placed a quick kiss on his cheek before hopping off of him. 

"Aw can't you stay on a little longer? I quite like the feeling of your body heat," he said ruefully. 

"Well if you like it so much, Gin-chan works late tonight," I said seductively. It's been almost three solid years and like most typical teenage lovers, we've of course done the do. And like most teenage boys, Sougo likes it when the girls offers a night of pleasure. 

His face lit up like a Christmas tree as he understood what I was implying. I flashed him an impish smile and he kissed my cheek. "I'll walk you home so don't you dare leave without me," he grinned. 

"Hoh what's this? It ain't even 8 yet, but you two are already making some R rated plans?" A familiar mocking tone said just as my older brother wrapped his arms around the both of us. "Hi you stupidly overprotective brother." I say, rolling my eyes. 

"You're my precious innocent baby sister Kagura. It's my job to be overprotective," he responds. 

"I think you're duty to protect me is over seeing as I ain't a baby no more, I'm not innocent, and I certainly ain't no virgin. So we're all good!" I say. 

"What do you mean you ain't no virgin?" Kamui asked, his eyes glinting dangerously. Whoops, totally forgot that he has no clue about me sealing the deal with Sougo. The glare he gave Sougo was bone chilling and I had to give Sougo props for not running away, screaming. 

"Well Kamui, think abut it rationally. I'm a healthy high school girl with a hot boyfriend and I have urges like any male. And he's a healthy high school boy with an even hotter girlfriend (Kamui snickered at that, earning himself a side jab) and he's got urges. So when we wanna do it, we do it," I shrug. "Besides you ain't one to talk Mister I've-slept-with-every-girl-here-at-least-twice-because-I'm-a-good-for-nothing-player." 

"In my defense, I'm four years your junior and I do not have to worry about getting-"

"What? Pregnant? Kamui you know as well as I do that I'm..." I trail off forgetting that Sougo has no clue about my condition. Kamui falters, realizing his mistake. Sougo looked at us curiously. "You're what?" He asked. I bit my lip. I had no intention of telling Sougo that when I was born, there had been some sort of freak accident at the hospital and I had somehow developed some weird disease. 

At less than three months old, the doctors had no choice but to perform a certain operation that would leave me barren (Author-san here. Not sure how medically sound this is, I have no clue how it works when babies need surgeries - if there's an age limit or something, so don't hold me to this if I'm incorrect). It was something a highschool girl normally wouldn't care about, but I wasn't stupid. I've seen what happens to women who can't bear their man's child. He dumps them, tosses them out like trash and gets a ho who can make damn sure he'll have a child with his blood running through it's veins. 

And even though Sougo and I were still painfully young, I was head over heels in love with the guy. I couldn't even picture him not a part of my life anymore and I didn't want my secret to come out just yet. I didn't want to think of finishing high school without him at my side. I hated myself for it, but I was becoming a fantasizing girly girl who dreamt of marrying him. I kid you not. I literally picture us in a nice house near the city with a dog that I would name Sadaharu and Sougo and I would make sure to walk the dog together. He would have finished his police training and would have already made a name for himself. As for me, I would become one of the best bounty hunters and have finally earned recognition from my father. I know, it's pathetically cheesy but it was currently my favorite daydream. 

"I was about to say that he knows as well as I do that I am not stupid and have safe sex, but then I hesitated because Kamui probably wouldn't like to hear that sinful, sinful word come out of my mouth but oh well," I shrug, forcing a grin. Sougo looks hard at me before looking at Kamui who's suddenly become very interested in his mismatched shoelaces. 

"Ok..." he says, but I can hear the suspcious underlying his tone. I shoot Kamui a glare. God my brother can be so stupid sometimes!

"Anyways, we should probably head to class. I'll see you later Sougo! Kamui get to your job you slacker!" I say before racing off to class. Kamui shouts something after me, something I choose not to hear as I'm too busy planning a romantic night with my hotter than hell boyfriend.