the three musketeers

to fast, to late

I woke slowly, with a painful headache everything seemed to be spinning. I got a little better. When the spinning stop. I realized I wasn't in my room I started to panic and look around when I saw Peter peaceful sleeping with a shirt. His jawline was perfectly sharp and his abs. I just started at him trying to remember everything that happened last night. DID I JUST LOSE MY VIRGINITY TO PETER! I say Peter at loud which makes him wake up " CAKe!" He says. I look at him confused. " oh sorry I was having a dream about that. " he says. " did we do anything.... you know.. " I ask. "No. No. Mel we just made out" he says smirking "oh thank god!" I say. The. This feeling that I was about to throw up hits me. I get up and run to the bathroom. I throw in the sink. Yes the sink "M? You okay in there" Peter says knocking on the door. "Yea- " I throw up again.
Later
So me and payton our driving to IHOP cause we where hungry when she looks at me. " me and Leo fucked. " she simply says. I stop at a red light "WHAT? Really oh my gosh! Paytonnnnn!!!!!" I say of course happy for my girl. " how does it feel? Oh lord! Does it hurt? AH DID HE WEAR A CONDOM? " I ask panicking. " yes calm your tits, how bout you and Peter. " she says grinning. " you know me more then anyone payton. We just made out." I say. " I think. " I laugh and so does she
After IHOP I drop payton off. And I get back home. the door of my house was wide open. Which was weird I go inside. " Mom?" I yell out of my mom. No answer. I go to her room to see everything a mess. " mom? " I say once again I look at her bed and there's blood everywhere. " mom???" I go to her bathroom and I see my mother lying there dead. With her wrist slit open. "MOM!!" I cry out. I see a letter on the floor and I read it .
I'm very sorry Melanie, however you find me just know I love you, and the life I have chosen myself. You don't deserve all this. So I decided to end it. Please if they try to put you in an orphanage don't go. Go with payton or something. I love you with all my heart and I'm very sorry my love
- Mom.
I start to freak out and I call 911 they come and say it was a suicide. But why? Why would she do this. I get my things and leave. I go to payton house. " Hey Mel! " she says, I drop to the ground and began to cry. " she's gone! SHE JUST LEFT ME!" I scream out. " wha- what are you talking about. " payton says. " my mom. She killed herself. I say her body. " I pull out the note and hand it to Payton to read. When she's done reading she has tears in her eyes. " I'm very sorry Melanie " she says.