Forged in Blood #Watty's 2017 [Being Re-uploaded]

Fuck it

I sat at the bar with a whiskey in hand, if there was one thing I hated more than clubbing with high heels on it was that within 10 minutes the scents of anyone I know or smelt of my mates pack disappeared, being masked by sweat, alcohol, lust and humans. We'd been here an hour and I still was going strong through a half a bottle of whiskey on my own, no human males had hit on me tonight which was nice and I was practically alone at the bar with no other supernatural creature nor human, the bartender sat as far away as possible from me talking to a possible incubus but I really didn't give a shit at the moment except for the nagging in the back of my mind.

'Sara....would our mates cheat on us' As I continued drinking my whiskey I had one clear answer for my wolf, 'If they love us they'd never do it, if they don't love us we'll wait for the rejection and take our pack and head back to the land we own....I'll marry Greyson and my life will continue just without mates unless well you count how long me and Greyson had that wedding planned...'

A memory, thin and small like a small piece of hair surfaced almost making me want to drinking from the bottle in front of me

I think the roses are a beautiful choice but their beauty could never compare to yours....my sweet alpha~

Tears wanted to fall but I'd never let them, I was happy here with my mates.... Wasn't I? Greyson would find a new female to mate and have his pups with, I was a close friend who would've if my mates hadn't come along, I wasn't his anymore.

I am no one's property.

I was downing whiskey quickly but I didn't care, childhood memories, plans for my future, preparations, he was in it all.
From my first time on a bike to the last time I'd seen the forest I'd been born in, he was everywhere.
I set the alcohol down, staring at the furnished wood under my hands that reminded me of mud after a heavy storm while drops of water fell from tree branches or sprinkled down still in a light cascade of beauty. It seemed to remind me more of the life I had to leave behind for the one I was destined for, to become a weak queen probably, left behind by my mates for their own desires with prettier wolves with the bodies of models and beauty queens....those two could have whatever they wanted so why actually choose me over exotic beauties.
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I probably sat there another hour in self pity before hearing the last person I'd want to see again

"Well if it isn't-" Becky hiccupped and held on to her friend's shoulder tighter almost falling "-the bitch who stole my mates"
I almost chuckle at her foolish words but don't stop her right away.
"Becky, calling a superior a bitch isn't nice. What would Mike and Jake think of this behavior from you?" Her intoxicated self didn't answer but instead started to tear up, I got up coming closer and hugged her hoping her drunk self would forgive me for the stupid reasons she hated me.

She smiled weakly but instead of any of the reactions I'd hoped wouldn't happen she hugged backed tightly while her friends stared in awe, "Ahem.....girls mind helping me get her to one of our cars, and while we're at it someone mindlink your pack females that we're leaving, I'll let my pack know", the youngest of Becky's friends nodded before sitting down with her hands on her face hiding her eyes as she mind linked the females of the twins pack.

'Girls I'm heading back with a few other girls from my mate's pack, I'll see you all in the morning'

I walked out with Becky hanging onto me for dear life considering her drunk logic at the moment and she was in heels, so one wrong move and she could easily break her ankle. Miserably she tried making a steady conversation but her words were slurred or she'd randomly giggle at her own words and then forget what she was even saying.

" My brother always used to play with the twins when we were younger.... They'd say I would be their Luna someday hopefully.... I was their first mate but they rejected me as soon as I turned 16" I some what felt my heart crash in pieces but I didn't stop her drunk talk because well even though I felt as if I were using her easiest way to the truth is with a blabbering drunk. "They said I deserved better but c'mon....how much better can it get if they're princes? So what you saw that one day I didn't actually know you were there", She hiccupped again and giggled, this time I reminded her what she was talking about, " I'm sorry if we got off on the wrong paw....I just thought I could try winning them back again.... Forgive me Luna " I smiled patting her back when we got to my car helping her get into the passenger seat to my side.

"Forgive me for not helping your mate problem"

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We arrived at the pack grounds all in one piece luckily, Becky had started wanting out of the car halfway home so I practically had to floor it so we would get back without her opening the door to just out. I carried her up to her room with the help of an omega who seemed to have enough strength to even carry me up the stairs, we'd changed Becky out of her party dress and into clothes that'd would as good enough PJs considering that her PJs weren't in her closet, and then tucked her into bed letting her cuddle up into the big stuffed bear on her bed.

I walked to the room I shared with the twins and found it empty still meaning sleeping in piece until the two males would come home forcing me to have to SHARE the bed with them now and since I'm too lazy they'd push me into the middle and cuddle like the first night I'd shared my bed with them before the whole move to the royal pack.

Ever so slowly I fell to sleep thinking of all Becky said...I'm not their first mate