Forged in Blood #Watty's 2017 [Being Re-uploaded]

Under The Moonlight

°A few months later°

I watched how the small fishes swam through their little pond, staring aimlessly at their surroundings as they swam.

Maybe in their eyes their world was perfect, in my eyes it was boring just as it felt for myself now as queen. I admit there were some perks but there was more paperwork, less time to actually be with my mates which we still hadn't completed the mating process, when my heat had come about my mates and every other male in the pack had all decided to go on another bonding hunt together to last them a week....so now here I was, surrounded by my female pack mates talking about what the actual possibility of me having a pup would be if my mates would do this every time while some held their pups in their hands or we allowed them to play in the nearby grass.

I stared at the pups with a certain sadness in my heart knowing I wanted a pup of my own but what if my mates didn't want a pup, what if this was just a one sided thought of my own considering my mates were more concerned peace treaties (since they would be made over again every time new kings came into leadership), was I being selfish on my own behalf about this...they are busy wolves and so am I....

Lydia growled through her pain from our heat, she had tried taking as much of the pain to allow us some time out of our room to have some company and I was grateful for her, I loved my wolf to death for all she'd done for me throughout my life.

'I love you too Sara' ,I smiled to myself as I started to "talk" with my wolf
'Awwww really?'
'No not really'
'You're mean'
'I'm partly your self-conscious so you're calling yourself mean'
'No fair'
'Totally fair'

I laughed and ended the connection with Lydia who resided in the deepest part of my mind continuing to take the pain for us both and our resentment for being locked inside the castle.
Soon enough the females all started heading to their homes to feed their pups dinner or head off to bed while Emma, Jane, Jasmin, Bucky's mate Lindsey, Becky, Becky's mate Tessa and the twin's mother/my mother-in-law Chelsea talked kindly amongst each other, the past tension long gone between them.

Melissa had cooped herself in her room away from her mates the moment her heat arrived a few days after mine, knowing her two mates would be away with my mates leading them on hunts and being immature until they would be forced to come home and be men with practically the weight of the world on their shoulders...Nicole, the still young pup of the queen's was watching us, soon she would have her first transition from girl to wolf, their link, their bond which later on would connect her and her wolf to shift when she would turn either 15 or 16 depending on how long her body and the wolf will need to prepare.

"I still wish they'd stayed and at least finished the process with me..." It slipped out before I realized it, the queen gave me a look of sympathy before nodding, "You became Queen for them, they've marked you and you've marked them. I don't understand how they've held back from you" my females laughed quietly but all agreed, even Nicole laughed a little which brought a smile to my face.

Lydia's whimpers in my mind forced me to take a some of the pain from Lydia, my wolf didn't deserve doing this on her own, when the burning sensation hit me I winced slightly but just enough that noticed Nicole and rushed to my side before her mother or my friends. She tried to help me stand up to head to my room so I could rest while Emma tried helping and the others trailed after if more help was needed.
When we got to my room I was set in my bed and helped by Jane to get out of the clothes I had put on to go outside, afterwards I was eased into bed. "Sara, I need you to tell your wolf not to absorbed the pain anymore, I can't help unless you are the one who's feeling all the pain. If not then this could damage your wolf when you get put out by the medication"

I nodded before feeling it all hit me hard, burning like a train that won't stop no matter what while on fire, I was injected with something which made me yowl in pain but soon enough it soothed me down making my eyes droop and slowly fall into oblivion.

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Was thinking of stopping it here but since you all are so awesome....

I woke up, burning but not as much as I was last time, it felt dulled but I didn't understand why, that's when I noticed the two arms dropped over my side and screamed.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TWO DOING HERE!?! WHY WASN'T I NOTIFIED YOU WERE BACK!?" Mike fell from his side of the bed onto the floor and Jake just sat up confused before noticing it was me yelling and screaming.
"Oh...Hi babe" He smiled and gave me a kiss, leaving me flustered, Mike sat up with his eyes half open squinting at us confused, "Wha-?" He got back on the bed slowly as if trying to get past a charging rhino that had already gone after him more than once.

Lydia was asleep in my head still but the moment both our mates touched my hands she woke up and my body started to burn again, our pain was numbed by their touch slight but it still hurt. I whimpered, trying to get Mike and Jake to touch me to cool the burn my heat was causing but they only hugged me gently not touching my bare skin at all.

M

ike finally said something coherent after a while of my whimpers flooding the room, "Sweetheart. Do you want us to touch you? I won't unless you want me to, either will Jake-" ,Jake nodded in agreement, "-Unless you're sure you want us to touch you. There are high possibilities that could have a pup if we 'do the dirty' now, you know that already. We both know your afraid of having any pups yet-"

I rolled my eyes and sat up letting the sheets that were covering me slip off to show both my marks and some more skin. "Boys, I haven't been afraid of having pups since we officially started our lives together. If you both weren't being such wimps about wanting to look at my thoughts you would know that", I chuckled looking at their awestruck faces, "besides I'm already an awesome queen, who says I won't be an awesome mom?"

Mike and Jake both sat up and nuzzled my neck, surprisingly both on the side on which they had marked me. They placed feather like kisses on my marks calming the raging internal fire of my heat and showed me just how wild they could be.

So I am not the best with sex scenes and which I know some of my readers are still underage (like me) I'll most likely write a private chapter book for moments like these.
Love you all

-Meli