He untucked my shirt and ripped down my pants. I wish Jack would of picked the bodysuit. I would of been able to get away, or do something, but I was helpless.
* 10 minuets later *
He began leaving without "finishing"
"Your no fun."
He pushed me to the ground, spit at me, and called me a whore. Then walked away laughing.
I didn't want to, but I cried. I hadn't cried in so long, Jack made me so happy. I needed help, but Jack wouldn't understand, he was completely waisted.
I sat in the gazebo balling my eyes out until I heard someone running towards me. I stuck my head between my knees and began breathing heavy, with the fear that he was back."Hey, what's wrong? What happened?"
It was Zach. He sat next to me and wrapped his arm around me. I know I shouldn't of given in but I unfolded and wrapped around him. He wrapped his other arm around me.
I just needed comfort, something, someone to help me through what had just happened. I was just raped.After 5 minuets of silence, he peeled me away and lifted my head.
"What happened?" I had never heard him more concerned.
"You wouldn't understand, this kind of stuff doesn't happen to people like you." I was angry with him, and I'm not sure why. Well not angry with him, but with what had happened.
"I can't help you if you don't tell me what happened."
I stood up, tucked my shirt back in.
"Do people ever come up to you and go against what you say, and touch you, and take advantage of you, and make you feel like your completely worthless?!??" I said screaming and balling my eyes out. I collapsed to the ground.
Zach ran over to me and wrapped his arms around me.
"Who was it? We have to tell someone""I don't know, it was too dark, and it all happened so fast. Zach just please help me...." I began breaking down and sobbing into his arms even more. I was so embarrassed, it was all my fault. I must of done something to deserve this.
As if it couldn't of gotten worse.
"What's going on? Zach?"
It was Jack, he was drunk, and making up the worst possible scenario of what we were doing.
"Jack, please." I continued crying.
"I loved you!" He yelled at me. "I can't believe this, my girlfriend and best friend!"
"Woah bro, this isn't what it looks li...." Jack cut him off
"Screw you guys, don't bother coming back, were over! Ahhh your both so fucked up!" Jack screamed and ran back to the house.
He hugged me even tighter as I cried even harder. I removed myself from him and stood up.
"Zach I'm sorry, I should go, I don't want to ruin things between you and Jack, I'll just go home." I said as I brushed the tears from my face.
He grabbed my arm as I tried walking away.
"Your not going anywhere, your staying here tonight. You can't be alone right now, and Jack obviously isn't going to be there."
I was so grateful, he was right,I couldn't be alone tonight.
The party was over, everyone had either gone home, or went to bed. Not me. Me and Zach walked to his room. It was empty. I began making a bed on the floor.
"Hey, I'm not going to make you sleep on the floor, Jonah isn't here right now." He signaled for me to climb into bed. I couldn't refuse, I needed it, and he had already done so much for me.* 3:00 am *
I was in the same bed as Zach, but I couldn't sleep. I couldn't stop thinking about Jack."Can't sleep either?"
He scared me. I turned on my side to him.
"I probably won't be sleeping for awhile .." he moved closer to me. Holding me. I knew it was wrong, but it was exactly what I needed.
* 5:38 am *
Zach was asleep. I slipped out of his grip and set up a bed on the floor.
Poor Jonah was asleep next to me. I woke him up."Hey I didn't realize I was in your spot, I'm sleeping on the floor now."
He gave me a sleepy smile, and sat up. He then became confused.
"Why aren't you in Jacks room?"
"It's complicated, I'll explain later."
He moved up into the bed and fell asleep. I still couldn't sleep.
* 8:56 am *
I still hadn't slept. I was so tired, but every time I closed my eyes I pictured Jack screaming at me, or the one muffled scream I made out, or the pain of it all. Everyone was waking up.
I dozed off for about a minuet.
Jonah walked into the room, waking me up. He sat on the floor next to me, handing me a cup of coffee. I sat up next to him and rested my head on his shoulder."You don't have to, but if you want, you can tell me what happened."
I could feel his heart beat through his shoulder. It was so calming, almost therapeutic.
"I think we broke up." It made me feel sick just thinking about last night.
"What happened?"
"Something happened in the gazebo, and Zach was there, and Jack thought he saw something. He screamed at me. And just like that, we were done."
"Did you guys kiss?" He looked down at me as I lifted my head. "You and Zach?"
"Oh god no, I was...." I looked away. "I was raped last night, he found me after and was comforting me. Jack thought we were doing something and left pretty angry."
I threw my head back against the bed and groaned.
" Jonah I don't know what to do.""Who the hell raped you? I'll kick his ass."
"That's the thing. I don't know, it was dark, and it all happened so fast and...." I started getting worked up.
"Hey, calm down." He wrapped his arms around me. "Everything is going to be okay."
I hoped everything was going to be alright... I felt so worthless. I lost Jack, and I was raped, how much worse could it get.
Jonah stood up, grabbed my hand, and pulled me up. We went into the living room where I finished my coffee. Corbyn, Christina, and someone walked into the house.
I must be asleep. He didn't say that. Did he rape me? It had to be him. The voice, I knew that voice. I had just met face to face with my attacker.
"Hey hon."
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{A/N: don't worry, you will find out who the attacker is in the next chapter. Just keep reading! Be sure to like, share with friends, and follow my page. Thank you loves❤️}
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Only One; Why Don't We
FanfictionAfter many dramatic events, a decision has to be made, and she can have 'Only One.'