2019 / Jaty fanfiction

chapter nine

John.

I close the front door of my house behind me.

I immediately walk up the stairs and get in my bed.

I sigh loudly and cuddle with my pillow.

Seeing you almost breaking down today was one of the hardest things I have ever seen.

I didn't know what you were thinking.

I didn't know if it was good or bad.

Afterwards I left immediately.

Scared people will notice me and talk shit in the media.

Scared you will come to me.

Scared you're mad.

I just have no idea what you think of this visit.

But I don't regret it.

Not at all.

It was amazing to see you again.

Your vocals were great.

And you're a born to be a performer.

I couldn't get my eyes off you.

And that horrible pain when you left the stage.

I'm already missing you.

More than ever before.

With a weird feeling in my stomach I fall asleep.

Some happiness,

Some sadness.

I can't explain it.

Seeing you again reminds me of our time together.

The times of coming home and having you waiting for me.

The times I let you hear my first notes from a new song.

The times I woke up next to you.

The times you waited for me backstage.

Just having you there.

A/N: thanks for reading! Don't forget to vote or tell me what you think of this chapter! Any ideas for the story are welcome! X Lotte