I wake up,
A protecting arm around me.
A warm body against me.
As automatically a smile comes on my face.
I turn around and see it's you.
Still far asleep.
I feel your hot breath blowing in my face
And your familiar morning smell coming in my nose.
I look around me in the room.
Not much changed.
Only the TV on the wall got bigger.
I decide to stand up and walk with my naked body towards the bathroom.
It's messy, just like it was in 2013.
I turn on the shower and step underneath the hot water.
It refreshes my mind and suddenly wonder what I'm doing here.
Isn't this extremely wrong?
We did try for so long, but it failed?
Why should I get myself in all the pain again?
I turn off the shower and grab a towel.
Binding it around me, I look at my reflecting in the mirror.
My wet, short, but finally getting longer blond hair is stuck against my face.
All of the sudden I feel ashamed for John and lock the door.
I'm getting old.
I'm not that beautiful young lady I used to be 6 years ago.
I changed.
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2019 / Jaty fanfiction
FanfictionWe broke up in 2015, but things has changed. We both grew up. Developed on our own way. We have a new point of view on the world. But both still an empty place in our heart. The search for love didn't end yet. A short story fan fiction about Katy...
