The Snow Queen And The Frost Prince.

love in my heart

Jack gently set me on the balcony. I smiled as my felt landed on the ground with a soft click. I looked up at Jack who was floating mid air holding a large stick.

I pulled him down by the stick and gently kissed his lips once more.

"thank you jack, for everything. " I murmured to him softly.  He beamed at me and handed me a snowflake.  In the snow flake was his phone number.  I raised my hand and laid a protective ice around the snow flake to keep it from melting.

"bye snow queen. " he said softly.  I smiled at the nickname before responding.

"bye frost. " I laughed and opened the door to the balcony. I didn't look back at him as he left but I knew he was smiling. 

I glanced at the time and saw it was well past midnight.  How long were we gone?  Surely Anna and Hans noticed my absence. 

I snuck out my bedroom and walked down the hall. I heard soft voices from the library so I walked in that direction. 

I peaked through the door to see Anna and Hans reading something.  I sighed and walked in the room.

Anna looked up at me and beamed.  "oh elsa!  You were gone for so long we decided to explore the castle." she said.  I raised an eyebrow at hans and gave him a small nod.

"Anna may I speak with you for a moment? " I asked her.  Hans cleared his jaw and shot me a glare over Anna's shoulder. 

Anna just stared at me for a moment before looking down at whatever they were reading.  She shut it and gave it to Hans. 

"s-sure I was just heading to my bedroom anyways. Hans you should get some sleep,  all that walking we did must have made you tired." she said smiling at him softly.

Hans cleared his expression to one of kindness. "well princess you made walking quite lovely, I didn't notice I was tired until you said something." he bowed gently and turned to me.

"queen Elsa I have some things we need to discuss.  Do you mind if we talk over tea in the morning? " he asked. 

"some tea would be delightful prince Hans. Now please Escuse me and my sister for the evening" Anna and I walked out the library and heard to her hall. 

I hesitated when we reached her door.  It has been so long since I've been in her room. 

She patted the bed and gave me a smile.  I sighed and sat next to her.  I tugged my gloves self consciously.

"What is it Elsa?" Anna asked. I looked at my gloves.

"Why does there have to be something I need to say?" I mumbled.  Anna lifted my chin and gave me a knowing look.

"We are still close elsa I know that look,  you're lost aren't you?" she let go of my chin and folded her hands looking into my eyes.

"Anna,  how do you know if you're inlove?" I whispered.  Anna gave me a sad smile.

"Elsa I've never been in love before so how about you tell me how you feel about this person." she said leaning in a pillow.  I knew she was getting ready to listen and I couldn't help but smile. 

"When he smiles my heart stops.  It's like the world has never seen something so beautiful. When he laughs I swear it's like the most amazing thing in the world.  When he kisses me I feel like I'm electrified like ever bit of my skin is on fire but In a good way. He knows me in ways no one has known me before and he's not afraid of me.  It's like I was made to see his eyes light up when he does something he loves." I paused as tears started to fall.  Anna jumped up and hugged me.

"Why are you crying elsa you're in love?  It's wonderful" she pulled back and studied me as I sobbed.

"I-i I love him so much it's scary... It will never work out with us anna..  There's someone else who..  Who.." I sobbed. 

Anna whiped my tears and shook her head. " There's someone else keeping you from the person you love?"

I nodded "But I can't tell you Anna.. .  I can't because I don't want you to be the one to have to deal with this..."

"Elsa I'm stronger than you think.  I know you want to protect me innit I need you to understand that I need to do things. You're my sister I want you to be happy. "

I sniffled as I looked up at my little sister.  She looked at me with such hope,  she really thought I could make things work with him..  But now that I know that I love him there's no going back. 

I have to tell him how I feel even though I will marry Hans I still think he deserves to know. Then again if I tell him he will want us to be together and that is impossible.  My kingdom must come first. 

I hugged my sister for the first time in years. I didn't fear what my powers could do to her because I knew I didn't want to hurt her again.  I needed this physical contact.

It's been too long since I've let someone hold me and tell me everything would be okay.

As Anna held me I truly believed that I would be okay.  That my kingdom would be okay.

And for once I was not afraid. I have love in my heart and that seems to have made me stronger.