Adamantine

-6- Difficult

*For gr8 effects listen to songs in this order:

tender love; cant bring me down ; Promise ; baby don't cry*

When Jessie said that everything was going to get better for us from now on I was a fool to believe her words. The past 3 weeks were hell, not for Jessie, Liz or anyone else, but Me. And the reason that I'm feeling like that was because of the one and only, Park Chanyeol.

How can he not react to my presence, act as if I'm not there, like I'm transparent, a person who doesn't deserve his attention. A nobody? I greet everyone with the usual "Hi" when Chen, Baek or the other guys are jumpy and giddy, they hug me and greet me, but that's nothing right? We are just friends. Except for him. He doesn't even bother telling me a hello, or a bye when I'm around.

I recently asked him if he was mad at me right after class. Honestly I had to grip his wrist with all my might to keep him from walking away from me like he always had done. Chanyeol responded with a "No" and left.

When I try to engage in a conversation with him he either doesn't respond or says the same excuse "I don't know" or "Sorry, I'm busy". Which, made me even more frustrated. Who does he think he is? What did I ever do to him, that he avoids, despises me? More importantly, why Baekhyun and Kyungsoo don't want me to talk to him? Every time I asked what was up with Chanyeol they just brush it off, like that topic is equivalent to a disease. They did help me forget my ruined moods that popped up because of him, but I haven't given up on him.
I know that I should though.

"I don't understand what is wrong with him! Like he is all nice one minute, and then the next he's a complete jerk face! UGH!" I ranted as Jessie and Liz were walking beside me.

"Everything is wrong with him. Don't ask questions you know the answers too, it's not polite" Liz spoke up, adjusting her glasses.

"Polite? Does that word even exist in (Y/n)'s dictionary? Anyway, what's gotten you so upset for no reason?" Jessie beats me to it before I make a sarcastic remark and Jessie sights loudly.

"It's Luhan... He hasn't answered my texts yesterday so I'm a bit on edge today" the black haired girl finishes and I let myself do the talking "Well we sure took notice" Jessie took the liberty of slightly slapping my shoulder.

"Can't you just like... forget him? He clearly isn't interested, and you are really starting to cling to him. Kinda like you are his mom or something" I say, massaging the spot that got abused earlier. "Goddammit. How come you guys have a guy to stress over and I got none! I'm obviously cuter than (Y/n) and not as clingy as Elizabeth." Jessie laughs, and we send a death glare at her.

"LOOK AT ME WHILE I'M TALKING TO YOU!" All of our heads snapped towards the direction of the unknown voice. Although many people were talking, whistling and shouting, we could hear the voice above all else. I sprint towards the direction of the voice which was only a corner away from our original route. The sight was surely unsettling.
A circle of kids surrounded Chanyeol (who seemed to tower over almost everyone) and an unknown girl with really unevenly bleached hair, a short pastel pink skirt, and a white blouse secured on her torso, was fuming over something. Chanyeol on the other hand was leaning against the lockers meanwhile the girl angrily tapped her foot on the floor.

"Yongrae, stop this, you're causing a scene" a girl, whom I assumed was her friend held onto her shoulder, trying to stop her. Which only added fuel to the fire.

"Fucking say something?! Why are you doing this?! Was I not good enough for you? Did you find another bitch to fuck? Who is she? I will find her Chanyeol, and when I--"

"Just stop it. I already told you the reason Yongrae. I don't want to be with you anymore."

"B-but I thought we were always together! Forever! Don't you remembe--"