Id gnaw my own arm off, For you to set me free For you to leave me be Because you could do that Make my heart disintegrate in seconds flat You make me angry and feel the pain That the crops feel without rain You leave me to wilt and fall like a flower Slowly dying hour by hour You are the reason why I cant do things. why I cant go to the practices I love Because you are always there. you make me sit in my room and nap Which is coming from a girl that even with a fever of 105 couldn’t take a damn nap. I hate that you paralyze me in every way From a look to a gesture to a hug on the way out the door. I feel like my lungs are full of water my head is going to explode im drowning In my own bathtub. And your hand is on the drain. You leave me breathless in to many good ways and leave me crying for all the wrong reasons You ask me what’s wrong and expect the truth but I cannot give it to you I must lie. Because my feelings haven’t changes since last July. I feel like mr.darcy I love I love I love…I hate you. You make me want to rip my eyelashes out so I stop wasting my wishes. You make me want to kick away every single dandy lion and throw my clock out the window at 11:11 but at each moment I do this I know I will still wish for you Even for what you do. You hypnotize me and make my bones shake You hit me like an earth quake My knees go weak as I fall to the floor While you go walking out the open door.
