Why Are You Jealous? [A RockBin/MoonRock Fanfiction]

Chapter 6 - Guilt

"What did I do this time?" I said out loud. The other person in the room looked at me with raised eyebrows. "Who are you talking about hyung?" Sanha, our maknae, asked. While sitting down on his bed, he seems to be reading a book. I can't see the title or the cover though.

"Rocky." I sighed. Out of the other four members, Sanha is the only one who knows about me and Rocky. He accidentally saw me pinning Rocky against the wall last week. We decided to tell him everything and he was okay with it. I was happy about that.

"He's back to his one word replies and although he always sits by me in the car when we're going to schedules, he doesn't even talk to me. Sure he sleeps in the car sometimes, but when he's not he drowns me out with the songs he's listening to. He hasn't even slept next to me for the past week." I ranted out.

I gripped my hair out of frustration. I just don't get it. We we're fine a couple of weeks ago. Now, we're back to this again and I don't know what I did wrong again.

"Well, have you thought of anything that might upset him? Something you did? Somewhere you went? Someone you talked to?" The maknae asked, putting a bookmark on the page he was reading before closing his book. He then looked at me, curious to what I was going to say.

"Well, for starters, I don't know what I did that could upset him. I haven't done anything bad to him as far as I can remember. I don't really want to see him hurt because of something I did." I answered.

I thought of other things I did the last few weeks before he started giving me the cold shoulder again. After a while of thinking, my eyes widened. I looked at Sanha as if I'd just killed someone. "I'm such an idiot." I told him.

He looked at me confused. "Why hyung? What is it?" He asked. Then I told him the story of how the cold shoulder started.

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The day started out normally with the stupid sun shining in my eyes through the little gap in the curtains waking me up from my deep slumber. An arm was draped around my waist and there was a weight in my chest. I looked down to see Rocky still sleeping soundly with his head on top of my chest. I bet he could hear my heartbeat in his sleep.

I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and stretched as much as I could without waking Rocky up. Of course that didn't work out so well because the sleeping man beside me stirred as soon as I stretched my arms. I felt the arms around my waist tighten and Rocky's head shaking from left to right as if saying that he didn't want to wake up yet.

After doing that he looked up at me and smiled. "Good morning." He said with the sweetest, most genuine smile I've seen him give me this past few weeks. I'm glad I was able to bring his genuine smile back again and I plan on not losing it again.

"Good morning Rocky." I answered, smiling back.

The next couple of months or so have been the best for me. Spending time with Rocky more than usual especially since we were making dance pieces together. More often than not we sleep together on my bed. (I know what y'all are thinking but no, we haven't done that yet.) It was euphoric to be honest.

My phone suddenly rang on the table beside my bed. I reached for it and answered the call without looking at the caller ID. "Hello?" I said. No one was talking on the other line but I can hear faint voices. It seems like they are talking about something but I can't hear them properly with them whispering.

I was about to drop the call when suddenly I heard a familiar voice on the other line. "Moonbin where are you I've been waiting here for an hour already!" It was Eunwoo-hyung. I was confused for a moment before realizing that we talked about going to the art gallery that he really liked.