The me inside myself (a Ross Lynch fanfic)

chapter 21

~Sydney' pov~

Riker and I just kissed! What do I have to do?! I cant tell ross I cheated on him by kissing his brother.

I hear the bathroom door.

Serena! Shes what I need right now!

"serena?" I say walking towards her.

"whats wrong?" she says.

"I need to talk with someone"

"sure"

I drag her to rydel' room because I know the boys will never go there without us girls.

"whats happening?" serena asks a bit scared.

"you have to promise to not tell anyone"

"I promise"

"riker and i kissed"

"what? Why cant I tell? Do you have a boyfriend?"

"I don't know why but riker kissed me and yes ross is my boyfriend that's why you cant tell anyone and especially not to ross"

"oh you should talk about it with riker and you should tell ross because if he would find out himself he would be totally broken"

"yea thanks"

Serena walks out the room and I just fall down on rydel' bed. I start to cry softly.

Why did I ever kissed riker? Why did I kissed him back?

I wipe away my tears and walk downstairs. In the hall ross stops me and lifts me up to the kitchen. Normally I would scream to put me down and laugh but I didn't I just let him lift me up and take me away. He puts me down on the counter and kisses me but weirdly I don't even want to kiss back right now.

He pulls away and looks at me "okay whats wrong? You always kiss back unless something is wrong"

"nothing im just tired" I lie and kiss him quickly and walk away.

i decided to go home so I said bye to everyone, except ross. I have the feeling I cant see or talk to him for a while all because of one kiss.

~Ross' pov~

Sydney did really weird when I kissed her and she left without saying goodbye to me. I have to know whats happening! Maybe riker knows more about it. I walk to the living room where everyone stared at me besides riker. Oh yeah he knows stuff.

"riker I was wondering if we could have a bro talk"

He looks up with a nervous face "sure"

I walk to my room and he walks behind me.

"do you know whats wrong with Sydney she didn't even wanted to kiss me anymore"

"u-uhm n-no I don't know anything" riker says.

He knows something he looks really nervous and he talks nervous.

"oh okay are you sure?"

"no im sorry I cant lie and you know that!"

"I know so tell me"

"we" he struggles to get the next word out "kissed"

My yaw drops and I get tears but hold them in.

"how? Why?"

"im so sorry bro I couldn't help it and I didn't thought she would kiss back"

My sadness quickly turns into anger.

"its fine" I say and walk out.

I know she went home so I went there too. I knocked on the door and quickly Sydney opens the door.

"were over sorry you cant just kiss my brother and not tell me"

"ross no I didn't wa-" i don't let her finish.

"I know I did things too but this is different goodbye"

I walk away angrily and letting out tears too. I run to the bar and drink some beer to make me feel better. I see that jay is here too so I go up to him.

"yo ross haven't seen you in a long time" jay says as I stand next to him.

"yo im sorry I wasn't here or with our group anymore bt I was wondering if I could join again?"

"sure!"

"good cuz I broke up with Sydney"

"woa dude! Why?"

"she cheated on me with riker"

"that's so low and she told you?"

"no riker did it"

Jay laughs "she was so not right for you"

"I guess not"

Jay and I talked some more and of course we got drunk. I forgot everything I had with Sydney and it felt great! I was born to be a player / bad boy and now I decided to keep being one. Jay and I went to jays home with the 2 hottest girls I've ever seen in my life! They were blonde with huge boobs and big butts. We did some 'things' me on the couch and jay in his room. When the girls left jay and I told each other our story's what happened ( if you know what I mean ) and fell asleep.

*the next morning*

I actually felt great when I woke up! I haven't had sex in more then 2 months because Sydney didn't want to. I still like her but I have to move on and be the bad boy again I was before I met her.

"last night was awesome!" jay yells when he comes downstairs.

"I know right we should do that more often"

"totally!"

"the problem Is Saturday I have to go again my band you know"

"oh well we have the whole week to hook up with girls from school"

"I like the sound of that" I say and grin.

"your all back! I missed this side of you!" jay says as he smiles at me.

"hell yeah im back" I say proud.

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