~Ross' pov~
So I had to go to the nurse cuz some guard punched me in the face And now my nose is broken. What an idiot! Only cuz I was to drunk for my age can you believe it. Well I punched him back. But im happy its Saturday, no school! But no Sydney too... Wait I have her number I will text her.
R: hey great kisser!
A few minutes later I got a text back.
S: hey ross..
R: what wrong?
S: bruised my foot and I cant walk home the nurse said but did you broke your nose? I heard from riker.
R: awe I can come pick you up at the hospital, if you want to? And yea I did that stupid guard he just punched me right in the face what an idiot!
S: I would love that! i heard.. can you come and get me right now? Its so stupid here
R: yea im on my way
S: thanks!
I walked down and yelled "im to the hospital picking up a friend!". "mmh a friend" riker said coming to me. "yes its really a friend and can I borrow your car?". "yea but only for one time!" he said and gives me the key. "thanks dude" I said while already walking trough the door. I opened rikers car and got in. I drived to the hospital and saw Sydney standing right at the entrance. I got out of the car and opened the other door. Sydney hopped slowly to the car and got in. I got in too and drived away. "should I bring you to your home?" I asked. "no! please don't! can I stay with you?". "uh yea sure but why don't you want to go home?". "that's kinda private". "you can tell me". "my mom and dad they don't care about me and I get so sad always" she says and I see a tear coming down from her eyes. "im so sorry I asked" I say and comb with my hand trough her hair. "its alright and ross what are you doing?". "uhm i-I uh" and I get my hand out of her hair. "n-no go on please" she says and smiles and looks at me. If I wasn't driving right now I would kiss her but I put my hand in her hair again. I felt her hand on my leg. "uhm Sydney?". "yes ross". "d-do you mind stoping for a second?". "no no I don't b-". She couldn't finish her sentence cuz I kissed her. This is what I wanted to do all the way going home. I feel her smiling trough the kiss. I put my hand on her back slowly going a little down but before I could reach her ass she stoped. "can we continue this at your home im not sitting very comfy". "yea sure" I say and drive home very fast. When we get home I open her door and wrap my arm around her to help her walking. i open the front door and lock the car. "riker!" I yell. "ah whatsup dude?" he says coming to the hallway. "here are your keys" I say and see him staring at Sydney. "oh right this is-" I cant finish my sentence. "yea I know Sydney nice to see you again" he says smiling. "hey riker" she says to him. "well uhm were going upstairs" I say fast and lift her up. I walk her to my room put her down on my bed and lock the door. I walk over to her and sit next to her. "uhm ross?" her soft voice says. "yea whatsup babe?" . She doesn't say anything but points at my pants and starts to giggle. I look down and quick turn around. I had a boner in my pants im so ashamed.
~Sydney' pov~
When ross putted me down and I saw a boner in his pants. When I said he immediately turned around. His head got red. "come on ross it isn't that bad its only me who sees this and I wont tell anyone that you got a boner because of me" I say and start laughing. I just cant believe he really got one cuz of me. "it is! You don't know how embarrassing this is for me!" he says and I can hear in his voice that he almost needs to cry. "ross turn around and look at me please". He turn around and looks at me in my eyes. "I don't care, really" I say looking at him. "bu-but this never happended before and I don't know what to do" he says and started crying a bit.
I never saw him cry before! He must be really ashamed.
"awe ross come here" I say and start hugging him. "you just need to calm down and do what you always do when you get one". He looks up at me and nodds no. I wipe the tears of his cheeks and give him a little smile. "I only do that when im alone I cant do that with a girl watching" "wait what!? How do you know I did that?" he says and blushes. "which boy didn't?" I say like its no big deal. "true" he says smiling a bit.
Wow ross is so sensitive around me.
I heard that he normally had no problems with that and asked if they wanted to fuck with him.
I think he really likes me and not only cuz I can kiss good and have a nice body.
Ross sits with his back to me again with his phone in his hands.
~Ross' pov~
I was so ashamed I texted jay about it.
R: yo jay?
J: yo wazzup dude?
R: uhm can you keep a secret?
J: of course bro! whats wrong?
R: I uhm I got a uhm a boner
J: so? Like you never had one before, haha
R: this time I was sitting next to Sydney!
J: just do what you always told me ask her to have sex
R: I cant! That's the worst part!
J: you like her don't you?
R: yea I guess so I've never feld this before!
J: dude if she didn't see it just say you have to pee and walk to the toilet
R: yea uhm she saw it before I did and well...
J: no way! You didn't..
R: I did...
J: dude! Be a man!
R: I know I just cant be tuff around her as I am at school but the worst part was she made it even worse!
J: what? How?
R: she hugged me a little to tight...
J: niiicee
R: dude no! I cant get that thing away now.
J: go to the toilet and just.. you know
R: leaving her on my bed... oh right if I keep sitting here it will get worse and worse... thanks so much dude! But tell nobody!
J: I wont c ya Monday
R: c ya
"uhm sydney I uh got to go to the toilet for a minute" I say blushing. "I get it go do your 'thing' ross" she says and wink at me. I walk away and go to the toilet.
~Sydney' pov~
I know what ross I going to do in the toilet but I don't care. I hope he comes back soon. I really like him and want to kiss him again.. so bad! I heard a soft moan and started laughing. A few seconds later I heard the toilet flushing and ross walked in again. "hey was it nice?" I asked laughing. "u-uh yea.. I guess" he says looking down with a red face. "I heard". "oh uhm.." he only got even more red. I was still sitting on his bed when I suddenly felt light headed and fainted.
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