Strange love

josh made my eyes burn

this is brandon*

"omg, fuck off Brandon" I yell as I push Brandon off me

he stumbles back looking hurt but aware of what he did

"Matt, Tyler are you guys alright?!" I say crouching down to their position where they put themselves in when they first heard the gunshot I scan their bodies quickly and sigh a relief as I see they aren't injured

"get in the car Matt" I mumble as he clutches me tight I hug him back and usher him into the car

"be safe, ok?" he whispers

I look at his face to see the sincerity he has for me, I smile a toothy grin

"nothings going to happen RB" I chuckle

the problem is I was trying to convince myself not him

he nods and I blow him a kiss as I walk out to face the boys

Brandon just stands there sheepishly and Tyler kind eyes have glazed with anger I had seen this before with Luke so I hold his hand tight and give him a reassuring smile his eyes take time to soften but eventually do and I sigh deeply

"Brandon, I missed you even though technically it been two days" I chuckle

"where were you?" he asks his voice on the verge of breaking

"I can't tell you" I mumble

"why...."

when I stay quiet at this he suddenly sighs loudly

"WHY JEMMA" he yells

"because if I did I'll be putting your life in danger" I whisper

"I don't care....."his voice growled sending shivers through my spine

"you have to I can't risk you getting hurt" I whimpered

"JUST ANSWER ME DAMMIT" he yells

"BRANDON JUST SHUT UP, I WAS KIDNAPPED OK IM A SPY NOW" I yelled not caring about other people looking at me

"what.."he blinks and shakes his head "come home" he voice dangerously low

"no I can't even if I wanted to your life is in danger" I hissed

"do you think they won't find you?" he whispered

"how did you find me?......."

"Police tracked your phone and you were last online right around here" he shrugged

"but I ran away I choose to be here please Brandon tell them"

I could feel Tyler's eyes burning on me I just lied to Brandon and he knew as well

"You're lying" he stated

"who told huh maybe I got sick of being the number one hoe" I snapped

"you don't need them you don't need those boys you have me please Jem I love you do you know what you did to me.....or to Chris"

Chris

"what did I do" I whisper looking down not facing him

"look at me" he yelled

I shifted uncomfortably keeping my gaze on the floor

he walked over to me and tilted my chin so I could gaze at him I gasped his bright blue eyes were dull his sandy brown hair stuck to his forehead he was beginning to have stress lines but they were only faintly visible the bags under his were a deep purple blue