Random One Shots (GirlxGirl)

In love with my bestfriend

I sat on my bed watching her dance around my room to a song that was playing from her phone that was connected to my stereo. I zoned out watching her, she was so beautiful with her perfect smile, her long brunette hair, bright green eyes and her laugh that I never got tired of hearing, just everything about her was perfect.

"Alex... Alex" Bailey says bringing me back into reality.

"Huh What?" I reply.

"Got any ice cream?" She asked.

"Uhh maybe I'm not sure, you can go look if you like"

"Okay, I'll be right back"

I watch her as she walks out of my room, I glimpse at her perfectly round ass but stop myself as soon as I realise what I am doing I can't be feeling this way, she's my bestfriend and I'm in love with her. She'll hate me if she ever finds out.

"You've got no ice cream" She says coming back into the room and pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Ohh damn, movie time then?" I ask.

"Yeah sure"

"Chick Flick or action?"

"Umm chick flick"

"I'll put it on"

Dammit I was hoping she would pick action, this will just make me think about how I feel about her and how I will never get the chance to be with her. The movie is about two best friends that fall in love and get ripped apart but find a way to be together. I don't really want to watch it but I can't tell her that because then she'll ask questions that I can't really answer without letting her know about my feelings for her.

"Hey Bailey it might take a while, it's not working" I say, kind of hoping that it won't work.

"Okay, is it alright if I use your computer while you figure it out?" She asks.

"Yeah sure"

A few second later it hits me that I write a diary on my computer, in that diary I talk about being gay and I've talked about being in love with her, I can't remember if I had closed it or not. I start to freak out inside, if I didn't close it and she reads it then I could have just lost my best friend. I go back to trying to figure out why the movie won't work until Bailey came and asked me to put in the password to my computer. I hold my breathe as I type in the password, I continue to hold my breath only releasing it when I saw I had closed it, I went back to trying to figure out what was wrong with the movie.

"Bailey movies ready" I call out after finally getting the movie working.

"Okay just give me a minute" She replied from the kitchen where the computer is plugged in.

I sit down and wait for her so we can start the movie, I can't stop thinking maybe I should tell her I'm gay, I'm scared of how she will react but I can't help but feel that I'm lying to her. After debating in my head for a while I wait for Bailey I decide I'm not ready to come out to her yet, I don't want to risk losing her.

Bailey sits down next to me, I grab a blanket and put it over us and then start the movie. About halfway through the movie I realise that Bailey is being really quiet I start to worry a little because she's never this quiet, she always talks during movies. When I ask her some things about the movie all I get is one word answers, after a while I get annoyed with the one word answers and pause the movie.

"Whats wrong" I turn to face her.

"Nothing" Bailey replies quietly.

"I know you and I know when something's wrong" Bailey still hadn't looked at me "Come on Bailey you can tell me" she sighed and turned her body towards me but kept her head down looking at her lap.

"When I was on your computer a thing came up saying that the browser didn't close properly and it asked if I wanted to restore it so I did"

"What was it?"

"Your diary" Bailey says quietly, still not looking at me.

"Did you read it?" I whisper, scared of what her answer will be.

"I read the first page and then it took me to another page" I stand up.

I can't bare to look at her so I look towards the window, does she know that I'm gay? That I'm in love with her?. I feel her hand on my shoulder meaning she had stood up too.

"Hey look at me" she says gently.

When I don't look at her she places her hand on my face and turns my head towards her although I kept my gaze on the floor.

"Why didn't you tell me you were gay" Bailey asked.

"I wasn't ready and I was scared of how you would react" I glanced up at her before looking down at the ground again.

"You're my best friend, I will always love and support you"

"So what was on the other page you read?" I cross my fingers and hold my breath hoping it wasn't what I think it was.

"It was just saying about your day and how you were feeling"

"Is that all?"

"No"

"What else"

"That you're in love with me" she replies

"is that true" I sit down with my head in my hands, I could feel the lump forming in my throat.

"Bailey I-I-I" I paused "I-I can explain"

The truth is I didn't know how to answer, I didn't know how to explain I just looked at her while trying to think of something to say. Before I can say anything I feel soft, plump lips press against mine I didn't kiss back because I was taken off guard, when she pulls away I'm in shock, I can hardly breathe.

"Uhhh" is all I can manage to get out.

"Oh god please let it be true otherwise I just made a total fool of myself"

I shake my head, lean in and connect our lips in a short but passionate kiss

"Tt's true" I whispered once I pulled away.

"Good" she says as she leans in to kiss me again.

We made out for a while before cuddling up on the couch and watching the rest of the movie. It was getting late when the movie had finished so we went upstairs to bed. We were lying in bed and Bailey had her head on my chest and her arm around me, we talked for abit before Bailey fell asleep with me following minutes later. The next morning when I woke up Bailey lay behind me with her arm draped over my stomach, I couldn't believe this was actually happening.

"Good Morning beautiful" Bailey whispered sleepily in my ear, sending shivers down my spine

"Morning" I reply, rolling over and placing a kiss on her lips before laying my head on her chest and cuddling up to her.

"does this mean we're more than friends now?" I mumble against her chest

"If that's what you want"

"Umm no I don't"

"Wait really" she sat up and I could hear the sadness in her voice, I smiled a little but hid it and sat up.

"Yeah I mean we're great friends and I don't want to ruin that" I kept a serious face.

"Oh okay, that's fine I guess" she looked down and I heard her voice crack.

"Bailey look at me" she slowly looked up "I love you so much"

"You do?" she asked shyly.

"I do and I was just messing with you, I'm sorry. I do want to be more than friends, if you will let me" she nodded and a smile crept onto her face, I leant in and kissed her but we were both smiling so much it didn't last long.

I don't know how long this will last but I'm going to make the most of it everyday and hopefully I'll never have to let her go.