Eclipse (Sterek)

9. Am I Sick?

☞Stiles P.O.V☜

"Good morning mom". Isaac said as I opened my eyes to see him hovering over me.

"Good morning Zach". I said back with a faint smile, he smiled back as I rose up leaning against the wall behind me.

I felt horribly confused and so many questions bombarded my mind as I recalled the moments I had with James, Davina, Danny, that handsome auburn haired boy, Lydia and..... and....? Who was it?

Derek.

Oh god I totally forgot I slept with Derek last night, I felt my cheeks flush and my heart race as I tried desperately to recall the night before.

"Rough night?" He asked as he watched me.

"Uh yeah mind telling me something?" I asked.

"Sure what is it?" My handsome pup asked.

"Did me and Derek you know?" I asked slowly hoping it was all just a sick twisted dream.

"Yes I had to wait till this morning to see you he made me sleep on the couch but instead pops let me sleep in his room". Isaac told me.

My eyes popped out of my head immediately. Me and Derek screwed last night?! Then again as the memories started flowing back I seen how it all played out. But if that was the case why did he just up and leave me instead of staying and allowing me to cuddle up under him. I mean I could now since he said he wanted me, that part I remembered more then anything he told me last night.

"What's wrong?" Isaac asked as he saw the sad face I had.

"Nothing". I lied.

He narrowed his eyes as he tilted his head and I took a deep breath.

"Fine". I sighed. "It's just I would've at least thought Derek would have stayed this morning so we could cuddle and clear the air but he just took my virginity and took off". I told my pup, he didn't say anything but he was getting tense and as I saw it, angry.

"How dare he treat my mum like that?" Isaac asked through gritted teeth.

"It's okay". I lied again feeling the hurt well up inside my chest encasing my heart in pain as though a ghost had taken a hold of my heart.

"It's not and I can smell the pain, heartache, and hurt on you so don't lie to me especially as I'm your pup and wouldn't ever lie to you". Isaac told me a tear in his eye.

"I'm sorry Zach baby". I breathed as I gently wiped the tear from his eye with my thumb. "It's just I promised myself not to let Derek make me hurt and feel this aching pain in my heart anymore". I told him as a tear now escaped my eye.
Isaac hugged me nuzzling into my neck.

"If he thinks he'll be able to find someone other then you he's a fool". Isaac told me as I let the tears of hurt escape my eyes.

I didn't just feel hurt because he left me after all that happened last night, I felt the pain you would with a break up with someone you loved and cherished for years, I felt used and discarded and I didn't like this feeling. It ate away at my chest. Isaac didn't let me leave bed as he felt I needed my rest and solitude from everyone but him, Davina, and Lydia who both came over as he cooked breakfast for us. It was very good but I kind of expected that.

"So that's it?" Lydia asked.

"I guess so". I told her.

"So he took your virginity and disappeared without letting you wake up in his arms?" Davina asked.

I wish I could have stopped my tears from escaping but I couldn't they seemingly fell from my tear-ducts one by one. This made Lydia and Davina tear up. God what was going on with me?