You Will Never Know Why... [Completed✔️]

Wake Up

Tyler Pov
        I ask y/n about her red eyes and the next thing I know y/n is on the ground.
"Y/n? y/n? Y/N?" I yell. I take out my phone and dial 911. I tell the operator the my friend has fallen and hit her head on something and is not responding. I didn't have a car with us and I couldn't just walk there.
        Soon the ambulance service came and took y/n away, they told me I could ride along if I wished to do so, and of corse I did wish to do so. I sat in the back staring at y/n she was hooked up to an oxygen tank and that just made me more nervous.
I soon hear the paramedic say that y/n wasn't breathing. I so swallowed a big lump in my throat. I love y/n, she's the best thing that has happened to me. I just hope she wakes up.
Soon, we get to the hospital and y/n is put into a room. I try to walk in her room just to be stopped but a nurse.
"May I ask why you are back here?" she asked
"I came here to see my girlfriend." I said
"Who is your girlfriend?" she asked
"y/n, y/n y/l/n." I said.
The nurse opened the door to y/n's room and there she is, laying there. I cant believe what I'm seeing right now. My girlfriend hooked up to 5million wires and I'm not even up close yet. I pulled up a chair and stared at y/n. I rubbed my thumb over her hand just stared lost in my thoughts. I look at her body noticing something.
*****May be triggering to some******
i covered my mouth as I saw pinkish lines running crossed her right arm so were old but some where recent. I stared to tear up thinking why the hell she would do this. Was it because of me? I traced my index finger over some of the old scars from previous events. God damn why the hell would she do this. I stared to wonder is the was more I looked up and down her body as i saw words carved into her right thigh its read "you will never know why i did this to myself..." then thats when it hit me tears running down my cheeks as i couldn't look at them any more i covered her back up with the blanket that was given to her and walked out.
****End of trigger******

       That night i was laying in bed thinking about the hole situation. my mom had asked me how my day was. She has no idea what had happened until she looked up and saw my face and asked my what was wrong. I told her everything she needed to know I felt out the stuff I knew she wouldn't want anyone finding out about.

a/n when it takes me 5million year to fucking update sorry this was saved in my drafts for a long ass time so hopefully it doesn't suck ass