You Will Never Know Why... [Completed✔️]

Is it the turth?

Y/n pov
Self harm
minor swearing

        "Look theres something I'm not supposed to tell you but I'm going to anyways." F/n sighed.
"Okay," I paused. "what is it?"
"Tyler told me everything that happened today I just want to tell you what he told me." she said.
"Okay what is that?" I ask gritting my teeth in frustration.
"He told me that you bumped into him today, and then Jenna and her crew made fun of you for something and that he agrees with everything they said." She paused. She knew I liked Tyler.
"okay I have to go." I spoke quickly as f/n managed to say wait but I cut her off my hanging up the phone.

******May Trigger Some People******
Its was 1am and I was depressed like always.
Y/n do it nows your chance, Tyler doesn't like you and he never will.
I know that but I'm not going to cut over it!
You can, and. you. will. Now pick up the razor.
I'm not fighting with you
Haha y/n you know you will. You. Always. Will.
But no you don't even know if it true or not
Yes i do know and it is true now do it.

They kept telling me to do it. So I scrambled around until I found the cold hard piece of metal, and dragged it a crossed my wrists. Not leavening any marks, yet. The screams got louder once the realized I was stalling. I pushed harder until I felt my skin open.
Good girl, but making next time this can be permanent.

There was blood everywhere. I put back on my hoodie and clean up the blood.
****End Of The trigger****

I sat on my bed wanting to text Tyler about the hole F/n situation. Its was only 2;26am. But, I rather not. I guess I'll have to wait until at school or something wait, today's Tuesday fuck I got to get at least some sleep.

(a/n is this to trashy? or do you guys want something else?)