I am a G.E.E.K:
A Goofy, Extravagant, Eventful, King....Because even some events still manage to find me. I've been hiding the violence inside me so I'm suicidal at times.
A hustlers' mindset reflected off me gambling online. I been playing for keeps since there was Xbox live.
But still I don't vibe with as many people because all my achievements seem unequal
So I play tetris with text messages where my words never seem to fit in.
So a goofy is what they call him, simply because I'm no good with a scale or bag.
Bad at talking to women when I cannot relax.
Shit even with just making friends each bond seems to crack
Forever gone as I wish to bring the time back where I knew many people and was never looked over.
Because I'm too selfish to ne in control of my own destiny. So what's left of me?
I guess I've the recipe of being undead because I only seem to get the stares that wish I were there.
So is this my extravagence?
Only looking from the outside in or merely mixed emotions from a blank conscious, being socially comatose?
The same thoughts make me smoke write philosophical poems to eat away at the cancer: depression eating my soul...
Oddly few people still look at me differently at times...Like they see more in me, non-enemies or an envious mind plotting on the many things they see that I've got?
I can never tell because I feel too doomed to yell or see if they really wish me well.
So now I rely way more on my actions and less on my speech and still find that I'm in a league of my own and I'll let my writings guide and teach praying that one day these words may lead me to the throne.
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Differences: Of Flesh And Soul
NonfiksiMost people don't know the difference between what the flesh wants and fullfilment of the soul. So they never reach their peak because their body's and their conscious percieve two different outcomes. This causes reality to dissolve and become a fal...
