A Rappers Life

Epilogue

Did I ever mention that I met the person who would be there for the good and bad moments. This was one of my parts in life. Getting married with the man that I love and expecting my baby.

I'm on my life month of my pregnancy. I couldn't wait to met my baby boy. I've came up with some few names:
•Anthony
•Dylan
•Christopher
•Lucas
•James
•Isaac
I'm just so confused with the baby names. I had to wait for Gerald. Talking bout Gerald, he has been great over the past eight months. Now that mention it, he hasn't lied about him going behind my back, and his drinking habits. Yeah I can say he's (not trying to say maturing) getting ready to become a dad.

I was down in the kitchen not knowing what to eat. These cravings are driving me crazy. Gerald walks in the house with food.
"Hey my beautiful wife." (Yeah he called me wife because we got married, nothing big but at a court house and we did it before I give birth to the baby).
"Hey my baby"
"How the baby doing" he touches my belly
"For starters, your baby will be just like you"
"How?"
"You know what I mean"
"Oh good looking and a dog with the ladies"
"No I mean, handsome, can be honest in some point but can also have a heart inside" I lean towards him to kiss his lips
"Thanks. I can never ask the lord to give something special than what I already have now"
"Me neither"
"Didn't you text me that you were hungry and you were craving Chinese food"
"Yeah" we sat down in the living room and started to watch Scary Movie 3. That movie got us dying from laughing. I lay down to his chest. He starts kissing me on my forehead.
"I love you Aubs"
"I love you more Gerald"
"So since we together now. What name for our baby boy?"
"I dunno. You want so bad your brothers name"
"What were you thinking?" I told him the top three names and other name"
"Yeah all of those are good names, but hard to choose"
"I know"
We finally made a decision both of us.
"Can I tell you something"
"Yeah"
"You look so beautiful with the baby bump"
"You really think that"
"Yes my baby, even after you give birth to our baby, you'll still have the amazing body and I'll still love you"
"Aw Gerald" I kiss him. Then I feel something wet. I think I spilled my drink. Did my water break? I took a look. Nope false alarm.

After the movie finished. Gerald feel asleep. He's so cute in his sleep. I later fell asleep next to him.

In my dream:
We woke up in our room. Gerald was in the corner of the bed worrying. I went closer to him.
"What's wrong baby"
"I have to leave again"
"For tour again. I thought you were finished."
"I guess I'm not"
"When are you leaving?"
"My plane leaves in two hours"
"So your not going to be here when your baby born"
"I don't know"
"I have to start packing"
"Do you want me to come with"
"Um. It's not safe to travel."
"I'm not due till next month"
"It's not safe Aubs"
"Why don't you want me to go Gerald"
"Because! Not safe for my..... the baby"
"What's wrong Gerald?"
"Bye Aubrey" he leaves the room. I don't know what to believe him. I texted Marty if they were leaving for tour. No response. Can't fucking believe him. He lied to me, his pregnant wife.

He came back home upset.
"So?"
"Not I'm the mood Aubrey"
"You lied"
"Huh?"
"I'm leaving to tour again, leaving my ass" I go closer to him and smell perfume "how could you do this to us"
"I'm sorry I just"
"Shut up Gerald will all your excuses, and with your bullshit, I'm done I'm leaving"
"No don't" he grabs my arm but I let go. As I walk to the room to get my stuff, Gerald follows me and shuts the door. We continue arguing. As he got worse he began to attack me. He threw me at the door.

I began to bleed.

Bleed?

No I lost my baby........

I woke up. I stared to get scared to be next to Gerald. But I began to cry

"Morning baby"
"Don't touch me"
"Why are you crying?"
"You lied to me, your wife!!! And how dare you to hit me and I lost my baby for your fault!!!"
"What? I would never do that."
"You would"
"Calm down. Shhh it was a dream. It will never happen" he hugs me. I didn't inutile believe him or not

Saturday my brother got married with Kendall. They were so beautiful together. I was still afraid to sleep or even be with Gerald. It was a great night for them.
We return back to the house.
"I miss you"
"No Gerald"
"Your still going to continue to ignore me"
"I'm just afraid that you'll hurt me and lie to me"
"I won't hurt you nor lie to you not even my baby. It was a bad dream."
"It's fine I just need that"
"I love you and I will never hurt you"
"I love you Gerald" we changed out of our clothes to sleep

July 24,2017. Baby Alexander James "AJ" Gillum was born in good health. Weighted 8 pounds 9 ounces and 20 inches.

Gerald was right. It was a bad dream.

Two days later, we came back home. "Welcome home Alexander James Gillum" Gerald told him as I carried him inside. My brother and Kendall came to visit us
"Hey there little guy" my brother cooed.
"Aw he's so adorable" Kendall commented
"Thanks guys" I told him
"We actually have some news"
"Man you and Kendall always have somethin to say" Gerald told them but we'd laughed
"Me and Kendall are having a baby"
"Aw congrats" I hugged them
"Hear that AJ, you'll have a cousin really soon" Gerald said

Later in the day my friends and Gerald's family came to visit us but we had an unexpected surprise. My parents came. They knew that I gave birth to AJ and just wanted to see their kids and realized later how we were happy within our decision. But they didn't want to cause any problems.

I was tired that day. Everyone left so I can sleep. I was carrying AJ long day. Gerald has been a great sport for helping me.
"Okay I'm just.."
"No"
"Let me be with him"
"You need to sleep"
"I'll put AJ to his room"
"No"
"Aubrey"
"I wanna sleep with him"
"Aubrey"
"And I wanna sleep with you"
"Okay" Gerald carried Alexander to our room. I was already changed into my pajamas. Gerald was lazy to change out of his clothes.
"Good..."
"Baby"
"Yes Aub"
"We feel cold" he pulled me closer to him. AJ was in the middle of us.
"I love you Aubs"
"I love yo Gerald" I kiss his lips
"Thank you for giving me happiness and for my baby"
"Thank you for us"

Now I'm happy to be married with a rapper.