Words We Can't Say

Used

Made it seem like I could trust you, brought me in this crowd so I thought I was through. But apparently I'm not, you say I should rot so I let the tears run while you get to the top. I regain what I let go, because you made me think I was all alone, you told me I should just let go, and become someone that's worth the time to know. I've fallen in a place where I thought I was part of the scene, but I was really nothing, just a person, they barely could see, and if they squinted their eyes they couldn't read, my expression causing tension in my mind, forgive me. pushed down and you whispered my name, people stare and you're to blame, but I'm the one that no one wants, so I'm being broken my hearts in knots and I was caught, crying, screaming I wasn't afraid of dying, you made me think I shouldn't be relying on people to keep fighting for me, so let my doubt free, I knew you in and out but I still I thought you wanted me. But you see, I was used, I wish I could've stood my ground and fought right through,  but I'll never be free. My tears fall like glue, sticking to me like your words did too.
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This is a poem about bullying suggested by ImBuildingA46
Basically it's about how people use you and make you think you are part of something. They tell you, you aren't worth it and that you are pathetic but yet you still stay with them. and then eventually they just toss you away like you are nothing. You might even start thinking that they are right. That they left you because you did something wrong. I've experienced this before and to be honest I could understand why they did it to me. I was pretty easy to get things from because I never say no so I guess I can't blame them for any of that. So I'm just writing about my experience so not everyone may feel like this but that's just what happened to me. So yeah here it is. -Maya