Words We Can't Say

Wishful Thinking

Could you really be the one cause I'll hold tight, if you really need someone I'll be there all night. Wanna watch the stars shoot by the moon? Having you here all afternoon feels so right, so can you stay tonight? Getting me mixed up in my head, is it more or are we friends? I can't always sense the little things, having your hand around my skin. Getting high, off your mood, leaving behind, all I knew, you're a stepping stone, in my youth, and I know it, but I ignore it. Can I ask you anything? if someday I knelt with a diamond ring, would I be hurt by everything you say? can't get over you, I'll  take cover from truth, I've got nothing to lose anyway. Is there any limitations? can I hold your hand? I don't want to scare you off so just forget I asked. The conversations, fuel sensations, but I can't let you in, my heart is lost, tied in knots, from people I'll never forgive. I know this could be wishful thinking but maybe you feel the same, you're leaning in, I can feel everything as you get closer. it's gotta be real if I feel this weak, breaking my back to meet your needs, why can't I stop imagining, your head on my shoulder. I'm lost, but it's fine, cause you said, you're mine, it was a hope, that kept me strong, just a joke, please prove me wrong. I need to stop wishing, stars never answer my questions, birthday candles give me nothing but smoke, I just need to breath in and let myself know, this wishful thinking has got to go.