I am the type of girl that thinks deeply and sometimes I even used to think that I am not a normal person (psycho) because i always see things differently. I see art in a different way, different shades, different story and each with a different meaning. Behind every art I used to believe that there's untold story that is hidden behind the paper and ink which people cherishes without knowing the actual story hidden in it.
Other people believe that the stars have all the same shape, but I found each and every star with a different shape, different light and different blink. I don't only listen to music but I always understand the lyrics, and the more I listen to music, the more the lyrics got into my head. And after then I will start asking myself some silly questions ( like who is God ? , how does he look like?, why did people use him when calling the (almighty) instead of using her/she?, what is the use of creating us while knowing at the end we are all going to die?... those are the questions that afflict with the doubt of my faith (SUBHANALLAH)
knowing that nobody else knows the answers except my Creator, and I knew it but I always wonder because I'm lost and hopeless I felt the need of finding those answers to myself.
With the power of the almighty I got expelled from the devil and his whisperings.
('Aamantu billahi wa rasulihi," *translation* I believe in Allah and His Messenger.
/ Huwal-awwalu wai-'Aakhiru wadh-Dhaahiru wal-Baatinu, wa Huwa bikulli shy'in 'Aleem
*translation* He is the First and the Last, the most High and the most Near. And he is the knower of all things )
"These are the two powerful Dua's that got me expelled from the devil and his whisperings"
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The Repentance of HUDAH
SpiritualA true life story of a 21year old lady who once lived a free life and had fun times, along the way she found her way to JANNA with the guidance of her Creator ALLAH (S.W.A) . Where she met an Asian girl who touched her heart and soul with the love...
