And finally in sujood I found what I lost, it was beautiful indescribable feeling I've ever had.
You can't really explain it, you can't even find the right words to use, in fact no one will understand
Except One
The All KNOWLEDGEABLE -The All Knowing-The All wise
ALLAH
MY ALLAH.
I was so blinded by the material world, it was consuming me , everything was bottled up.
Everything stuck on my chest
Every part of my body
Every bone
Every joint
Every muscle
Every ligament
I just felt heavy
UNTIL one day I dropped in Sujood, I never felt so light, so happy and contented.
Like I finally found myself
I found my guidance
I found my Allah
And At that very moment I knew that in Sujood I found what I had lost.
Prophet Muhammad (S.A.W) said " if you knew how powerful the Sujood (prostration) is, you would never lift your head off the ground."
Now I am a new born, I feel comfortable and safe after the anxiety and sadness were my friends, despite the wealth and the soirees and the entertainment.
"The more important isn't how you begun but how you will finish. Don't worry if you did a lot of sins than today. Just repent sincerely to Allah. He is (Al Ghafur-Raheem)
And if you remember your past one day, don't be sad but be thankful that Allah choose you to be a repented muslim.
إِنَّ اللَّهَ يُحِبُّ التَّوّٰبِينَ وَيُحِبُّ الْمُتَطَهِّرِينَ
Indeed, Allah loves those who are constantly repentant and loves those who purify themselves."
(Al-Baqara: Verse 222)" .
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