13 Reasons Why Imagines

justin foley [4]

"zach have you see justin?" i asked my boyfriends friend. i've probably searched the entire school and cannot seem to find him anywhere. i left him a bunch of texts and he has not responded. he hasn't been in school for the past three days and i'm worried about him. "i think he's staying in bryce's pool house" zach replies. i thanked him and walked away. i know he stays at bryce's when he's having problems with his mom and her boyfriend but he usually talks to me about.

i got in my car not caring that i'll be missing three more classes and drove to bryce's. i parked my car and got out walking over to his pool house. i looked through the window and sighed. zach was right, there sat my boyfriend playing video games and smoking. i hated when he smoked he's never himself afterwards. i opened the door and walked in. justin paused his game and turned his attention towards me.

"hey babe, shouldn't you be in school?" he asked. i rolled my eyes "shouldn't you?" i questioned sitting beside him. "it's only been three days y/n" "are you ok? you haven't been answering my texts or calls" i said placing my hand on his shoulder. "i'm fine" "you're not fine j. you look horrible and you're smoking what's up?" i asked again. "i've just been going through a lot" he said placing his controller on the table in front of him and taking my hand in his. "i miss you" he mumbled "tell me what's going on so i can help you. you don't have to go through this alone babe" i explained. "i can't tell you" he whispered. i looked at him confused. justin never keeps anything from me so i don't know why he is all of a sudden. "why?" i asked. "i just can't ok" he raised his voice. i nodded and stood up going towards the door. "babe don't go please" he followed me and grabbed my arm.

now that i think about it he's been acting like this ever since hannah baker died. "is this about hannah's death?" i asked hoping he would just tell me what he was going through. all i wanted to do was help him with whatever he was dealing with. "please y/n i can't talk about it can you just stay here with me? please" a tear fell down his cheek and i quickly whipped it away. i hated seeing him so sad. i just wanted to hold him and tell him everything will be ok. "ok i'll stay" i gave in following him back to the couch and sitting down next to him. "thank you" he said laying his head on my lap. "i love you" he added. "i love you too."