Me and Ricky was in his yard jamming and thing. Ricky is wow... he's nice. Okay... lets start with the describing. White, shape up, slits, 4 pack, nice legs, nice house, jheez. Me and him would really suit though. Me am quarter caste (¾ white & ¼ black), nice legs, nice eyes, nice breast just full nice. So yeah I'm in his yard now just on the couch watching tv and talking. He was talking and I didn't listen to one word he was saying. I was just thinking about me and him together and hubby and wifey. It would be so romantic and we would be the best couple ever.
"So your on it yeah?" he asked. That's when I snapped into reality. What was he on...
I didn't even think of saying what did you say I just said,
"Yeah of course". Then he smiled. He lipsed me and then took me by the hand and brought me up to his room. I was well happy now.
He pushed me on his bed and then went all on top of me. He started kissing my neck and sucking it giving me love bits and all sorts. He started to strip me and then I was think 'whoa bro'. I wanted to tell him stop because I didn't want to have sex because I'm only 14. I'm in year 9 and sex can wait til I'm a little older but I didn't want to look like I was shook and make a complete fool out of myself. So I let him carry on. He entered. It hurt but at the same time I felt a bit nice. So yeah basically we done it. I felt like a idiot but then realise that loosing my virginity ain't my best of plans at this age but also it's not really bad. People make it seem like it's a big thing when it kind of is but it really isn't. So we was on the bed just lying there exhausted. I started laughing at one point.
"What so funny?" he asked.
"Nothing just that I ain't a virgin no more" I replied.
"Was that your first time?" he said.
"Yeah" I replied.
"Shxt" he replied.
"What was that your first time?" I asked.
"Nah I'm in year 11 what did you expect me to be a virgin for so long" he asked.
"Oh yeah true true" I replied. Then there was silence.
"So what when do you have to go?" he asked breaking the silence.
"Erm... not for now why?"
"Just asking still" and then the doorbell rang.
"Hold up" he said getting up and putting on this boxers. He left the room and then I was there on my own. I started to think. Me and Ricky can work out big time. He lost my virginity. He's older and he can defend me good when these stupid yungahs come up and try and chat to me. We can have some nice babies when we are older. Jheez I think I can plan my whole life out with me and him. All of the sudden Ricky comes in with about 5 other boys. While I was in his bed covers naked. I was thinking 'what the FXCK!'
"Yeah here she is" Ricky said. There was about 2 mixrace ones. 1 black one and 3 was white. I was scared. They was looking at me like I was some piece of meat like they are bare hungry or something. Why would Ricky do this to me. They was tall and one of them look like they was about 18. I wasn't on any of this.
"So what she's on it yeah?" the darky asked Ricky. Ricky nodded his head and then they looked at me.
"So yeah you must know the deal yeah babes" one of the white one said.
They was all looking at me. I didn't know what to say. I didn't even know what Ricky said last time but right know I really wanted to cry. I was shook but obviously I didn't show any of it. I had to think quickly what to say.
"Yeah" I said. I felt like a fool. They looked at each other and went on the bed. They started to take off there trousers. I was scared. They took off their boxers. I was even more scared. I saw every single one of their pieces. I felt sick because they was in my face.
"Suck it" one of the white boys said.
"I don't do sucking" I snapped.
"Ricky I thought you told me this gyal was on it man" he shouted to Ricky.
"Maybe not everything then" he replied.
He allowed him and then all of then went on to me. So yeah basically I had all six of them man in me... not at the same times of course but it was horrible. Me and Ricky might not work out after all. I really wanted us to though.
I woke up in Gabby's bed and looked at the time. 3.00am. She was sleeping. The house was quiet. I didn't want to go to back to sleep. Everytime I close my eyes I had that horrific image in my head. I couldn't go back to sleep. So I lay my head on the pillow. I'm a hypocrite. The amount of times I watch Maury and cuss all them pillow that have to do paternity test on like 6 men or have to go on the show 6 times. Now I'm like that. If I'm pregnant I don't know which one of them dudes are my baby's daddy. Other then Ricky would I ever see them again...
