The Love of Slience

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Everyone turned to me. I couldn't believe my eyes. My own brother was lying in the hospital bed in front of me. "Hey y/n erm it's good to see you even if it is under these circumstances" Lewis spoke in a pained voice. "Wait so you guys know each other?!" Ryan asked confused. "Yeah he's my brother" I said quietly. I looked at the ground slightly embarrassed that everyone was looking at me. "Razz did you know about this?" The other guy said, I still didn't know who he was. "No I thought you would" presumably Razz replied. "Guys shut up a second. I thought you said your name was f/n l/n?" Ryan asked still confused about the whole situation. "Well, yeah. The thing is i didn't want to be known as 'The sister of Dawko', i wanted to become popular on my own. So we decided not to tell anyone we were related otherwise something could happen." I rubbed my arm as I spoke, not wanting to look at the expressions on anyone's faces. Silence. "I-I-I'm sorry..." I walked out the room not wanting to turn back. Part of me wanted to just so as i could clarify the situation I was in, but part of me didn't. If I did I would be overcome by my emotions and after meeting Ryan...it felt like I was stronger or, at least, had to be around him. I didn't want to show how emotional i get, not just yet.

I went outside and sat on the bench with the cold, autumn air stroking my face. I breathed it in as if it was my last breath. Everything was silent. Which was unusual for a hospital but nevertheless it was eerily quiet. It remained that way until Ryan came and sat next to me. "Why did you walk out?" he turned to face me, showing those beautiful chocolate eyes that caught my attention in the first place. I sighed. I might as well just tell the truth and get it over with. "I didn't want to start crying in front of you, which I know sounds really stupid."
"That isn't stupid. It's actually really sweet that you would try to be like that, for me," He sounded as if he really meant it. "Honestly I would've done the same thing.." I felt arms wrap around me as Ryan held me in an embrace. I suddenly felt like I never had before, I felt like I was in love...

Sorry for the short chapter but I wanted to update it as everyone wanted a new one see you soon oxygen breathers xx

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