My Demon Dearest (Dean Winchester Fan-Fic)

Happy Birtday Kasey! (Kinda Sad)

•|December 9th, 2013 Monday|•
When I woke up, I felt like I was forgetting something. Like really important, but I shook it off and walked in to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I walked out and put on a grey short sleeve shirt, with light blue skinny jeans, and a red and black flannel. I put on some black combat boots and walked out of my room.

Sam had run down the hall and almost knocked me over, "Sam! What the hell, watch where you're going!" I said running after him, I got closer to him reaching for his shirt, but he sped up and slid around the corner and I heard him yell "Hurry she's coming down the hall!" I slowed my pace to a jog, and when I got to the doorway I started walking and eventually stopped. The room where he ran into was dark, "Okay that's not creepy. Sam? Where are you?" I called out, I walked in and turned the light on. When I did Sam, Dean, Cas, Chloe and Charlie yelled out "Surprise! Happy birthday Kasey!" I smiled and sat down. I looked to find Dean but I couldn't see him.

My smile faded quickly when I realized Dean wasn't here. Neither was Charlie. They were on the phone with Sam and Cas. I felt a little sad. But I smiled through it. Sam told Dean bye and hung up the phone. "Kasey I'm sorry that your birthday isn't like it should be. I know you want Dean and Charlie here. And maybe more people. But this is the best I could do. But! We have cake and pie." He said with a smile and a hug. "It's perfect. Really. I'm sad because I just realized that every year I've been alone. This year, and hopefully more, I'm not alone," I said getting up "Alrighty then. Let's get some cake!" I yelled running into the kitchen.

Sam walked in behind along with Cas. "What kind of cake is this?" I asked them "Uh, it is cherry cheesecake." Cas told me. "Alright! I love cherry cheesecake!" I said cutting me a big-ish piece. I sat at the kitchen table and took a bite of my piece. I heard the front metal door clang open. I looked back and saw Dean and Charlie walk in.

Charlie ran and hugged me "Happy birthday sexy!" She said laughing. I smiled and laughed with her. Dean walked over to us "Hey! Only I get to call her sexy! Happy birthday my sexy girlfriend." He said hugging me "Sorry were late Sam. We would've been back sooner if it wasn't for Bobby." Dean explained why he was late. Who's Bobby? "That's fine." Sam said grabbing a slice of pie for Dean and some cake for Charlie.

The day dragged on. Everything kinda just stopped after the cake and pie part and I was left alone in the bunker. I got bored so I decided to play some music. It was Hallelujah by Jeff Buckley

"I'd heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord. But you don't really care for music, do you?"

"Well, it goes like this, the fourth, the fifth, the minor fall, the major lift. The baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah"

"Well, your faith was strong but you needed proof. You saw her bathing on the roof. Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew ya"

"She tied you to the kitchen chair
She broke your throne and she cut your hair"

"And from your lips, she drew the Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah"

"Well baby, I've been here before
I've seen this room and I've walked this floor. I used to live alone before I knew ya. And I've seen your flag on the marble arch"

"And love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah"

"Well there was a time when you let me know. What's really going on below, but now you don't show that to me do you?"

"Remember when I moved in you and the holy dove was moving too? And every breath we drew was Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah hallelujah, hallelujah."

"Well, maybe there's a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew ya"

"And it's not a cry that you hear at night. It's not somebody who's seen the light. It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah"

"Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah"

I sang along in my room with the door closed. I was crying during this song, when I finished singing it I put my face in my pillow and screamed. I screamed until my throat was hoarse and couldn't scream anymore. I was angry, sad, happy, confused, and emotional. Why did they leave? Sam fucking knew that I was always lonely on my birthday. Dean, Charlie, Chloe, Cas, and him all leave! What did I do wrong?

I thought and thought eventually the tears wouldn't stop, I had a headache, I couldn't breathe, and my stomach hurt, it felt like I was gonna throw up with how bad it hurt. After I stopped crying I just laid there on my bed. Tears were streaming down my face but I wasn't bawling like I was before. I got up and walked out of my room, my makeup smeared from crying and screaming. I walking into the kitchen and took four ibuprofen for my aches. I went into the main room and looked through the books. I had bought The Things That go Bump in the Night by Henry Crawford from the library down the road. I took it out, and threw it across the room, the book summersaulting through the air, I screamed and threw more things, I found multiple books and threw them, I threw a lamp, I threw a chair, I flipped a table, and after the bunker was a mess I sat down in a corner shaking from anger and sadness. The front door opened and Sam and Dean burst through.

"Kasey! Kasey, what's wrong?" Dean asked "Get the fuck away from me. Get the fuck away from me both of you! YOU FUCKING LEFT ME ALONE! YOU BOTH KNOW I HATE BEING ALONE!" I screamed tears streaming down my face. "I thought I did something wrong Sam, you left and I felt stupid. Dean you weren't here that long to begin with so I kinda expected you to be gone, but Sam? No, I expected him to be here. Cas wouldn't come when I called out to him." I said in a whisper, Sam and Dean were maybe four foot away from me. I stood up and they ran backwards away from me. I pushed the table up right and put the chair back, picked up the lamp and put it back, and put in a new lightbulb, I picked up all the books that I threw,  which were about 20 of them, and put them all back. I then walked into my bedroom, grabbed my pillowcase and put it in the washer. I waited until I heard the ding of the washer and threw it into the dryer. I walked out of the laundry room. "Hey, uh, where did you guys go? When you left." I asked Sam "We went to find a place to eat for your birthday..." he said quietly "You could've told me." I squeaked out hoarsely. "I'm sorry Kasey. Next time we'll–I'll– tell you. Promise." He said smiling he went in for a hug, "Don't do that. I will knock you out. I'm still mad." I said with hoarse seriousness. He shrunk back from the hug, and walked into the room where Dean was.

I heard the dryer go off and took my pillowcase out and it was still stained. "Crap.." I said under my breath "Hey! I'm gonna borrow the Impala for a second and go to the store for dyes. Like tie-dye colors." I said grabbing Deans car keys. I ran out of the door with my phone and wallet in hand and started the car and drove to the nearest Dollar Tree. I parked the car and got out, I walked in and grabbed a package of tie-dye and went to the cash register, I sat down the package. "Is that all for you ma'am?" I nodded head my yes. "Is that all?" She kept asking me over and over again "Oh my God. Yes! What don't you get about nodding my head yes?" I snapped at her. "Just give me the damned thing." I said slamming the money on the counter. I walked out of the store and went to the bunker. I got home and tie-dyed my pillowcase and waited for it to dry. I put it back on my pillow and changed for bed. I was in blue short shorts and a black tank top. I threw my hair up in a messy bun. I laid down to go to sleep.

Alrighty so I couldn't think of anything else to write about. At first I wanted to do like completely nothing then in the middle "Happy Birthday Kasey!" I heard my friends yell out. And been done with it but I didn't do that. SO GET READY FOR THE SURPRISE NEXT CHAPTER!!!!!
~Kasey 🍰🍰🍰🍰