A stands for a stands for Apple,I'm talking azure skies and red lips and I'm talking about Adam and Eve and how this godforsaken world was started off in the first place. Was it? Or was it all a lie? A stands for apathy,a stands for aggression. Like the man who stole my innocence. He was angry. Angry starts with A too. See my emotions? I'm-I'm aggravated now.
B stands for brother,stands for brotherhood. You were meant to be here instead of me. Look at me now. Broken. Battered. Bruised. Do you think I'd have ended up this way had you been here,Rohan? A broken bed. My favourite color is blue.
C stands for the first letter of his name. Wow,the same as citrus fruits in the summer,watch orange juice drip down his chin. He loves you. Does he? He's confused. Oh,you're cute now. You make me calm. But you're catastrophic.
Clash against him. Destroy him. Kill him. Now he's cremated.
D stands for Death. I crave it. I want to die,D stands for December. The month I was born. She was born then too. Remember her? She was a dancer. Doe eyes,you said I had doe eyes. Round and big and beautiful. Sorry,I'm losing track of my speech again. I'm like an old drunkard,sipping on your lies like an aged priest.
E stands for Emergency Room. That's the second last place I saw you. The last being the cemetery. E stands for Erosion. Like soil erodes. Like how you got buried under that same soil. Like Experiences. You were a bad experience.
F stands for fuck. Fuck you,fuck this universe and fuck every goddamn person in it. F stands for Feelings,things that wrap around my lungs and choke me. F stands for Fire stands for Foolish that's what I am F stands for Free that's what I want to be.
G stands for God. I don't believe in God,but I do believe in good. I don't know why I do. G stands for the letter of my best friend's name. I love him. He won't know. G stands for growth. It's what I've done. G is grace,G is goodness. Things I'll never have.
