Remember Me? ~ Jimin FF

Changes.....

Rem POV

Then I blacked out......

Suddenly I woke up and someone was sleeping and was holding my hands....at first I couldn't see the face but then he suddenly moved and then I was so shocked.....

???: you're awake?

Rem: yes..... Jimin

I was looking at our hands and I guess he had also noticed that......

Jimin: oh um.......sorry......I was just so worried......

Rem: well.....there's nothing to worry about.....and you don't have to anymore.......

Jimin: oh....sorry.....

As he looked down as he had something to be sorry about......

Rem: you don't have to worry about me becuz I'm feeling better now....

I told him as I held his hand....

Jimin POV

Did she forget her memories or something?

I stayed with her for a while and left when she fell asleep....

I went to the doctors and asked him somethings that I had been concerned about....

Jimin: doctors.... Is she having problems?

Doctor: what kind of problems do you mean?

Jimin: I meant like memory loss and things like that....becuz she doesn't remember what had happened in the past or before the accident really..... I did some horrible things to her and she's supposed to hate me.... But she doesn't.....

Doctor: well Jimin she is having memory problems....she has memory loss..... She can remember things from the past and somethings that bother her like that incident that you have with her she won't remember anything....at least not yet..... She will later on but right now you can't remind her or..... It will just hurt her brain..... So please Jimin remember that and make sure you don't.....understand Jimin?

Jimin: so I can't speak about a anything that happened in past?? Or remind her of it?

Doctor: nope..

Jimin: so when will she get her memory back?

Doctor: we are not sure exactly when it will come back......

I just sighed.....

Doctor: but we are positively sure that it will come back.....

The doctor said giving me a reassuring smile....

Jimin:....ok.....Doctor...

As I said and was about to leave but then I quickly stopped......

Jimin: what do I do if she asks me about the past?

Doctor: just change it to another subject.....

Jimin: what if it doesn't work?

Doctor: then just ignore her or you can tell her that you just don't know....

Jimin: what if she knows I'm lying?

Doctor: just keep saying you don't know.....

Jimin: hmmm.....I hate lying to her....

Doctor: you have to do it to keep her safe..... Ok Jimin....please do it for her.....

Jimin:......

I sighed as I looked down at the ground....

Doctor: if you don't it can cause a bigger impact on her brain later then what she has right now so please.....

Jimin: ok but just for her.....to be safe....that's the only reason why I'm doing this ok?

Doctor: yes, Jimin....

I went out the down and went into Rem's room....

She was asleep.... I felt really bad after everything and how everything went down....

The one I love the most has gotten hurt because of me and what am I going to do about it? I shouldn't have Caused her and Jackson this much trouble....Jackson was a good guy.... If I had to die and give Rem to someone else it would be no one else but Jackson.... So why did I break them up? Knowing I could die any second....

Tears were streaming down my faces I couldn't handle thinking about all the bad things that I have caused Rem and Jackson.... Was it worth losing a very very good friend and the person I love the most.....what kind of person am I? Am I even human? Do I even belong here?

Jimin: Rem....mian.....even though I can't say it to your face in sorry for everything....especially about what happened before all of this..... I'm the one who got you into this accident..... I wish I can go back in time to change the bad things I have done to you and Jackson....I wished I wasn't this selfish I know... I don't deserve you....but I still can't let you go no matter what...I just can't....I've tried and tried but nothing just works.....I'm so sorry.....

I couldn't stop my heart hurt so much... Letting everything go right now.... Even though I know she's asleep but.... I would still like for her to know the truth even though.....I know she would hate me.....

???: Jimin?

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