I Slept With My Stepbrother

Chapter 5

Ziya's P.O.V

After dinner, we begin to set up the den for Jordan, Ryan, Alex, Lucy and I. The other girls left before I even finished dinner and I can't say I'm heartbroken that those fake ass bimbos have left. 

"So Ziya have you heard? There is a new teacher starting next week and he is so hot!"  Is he though, like how does she even know the teacher's name let alone what he looks like? "Photo's or it never happened."  I say to Lucy, in response she grabs her phone and, I'm assuming, is getting a photo of the newest teacher. Waiting patiently my attention is grabbed by Jordan's voice coming from the other side of the room.

"To be honest it doesn't even matter because let's be honest there is not a guy on the earth hotter than me."  True I guess, wait... holy fucking shit this teacher is fucking gorgeous. That jawline; it's sharp but not overdone- you know like the Doland's, their jawline is just too much for me to deal with. His eyes so deep and mysterious, I don't know how I am going to restrain myself when I lay mine on his.

"Jesus Christ Zi, no need to get all worked up. He isn't going to want to fuck a little teenage girl like you anyway." And there he goes, storming out instead of keeping his cool. Fuck sake he is the one who said to keep this shit quiet and yet he can't even keep his chill for 30 fucking seconds while I look at a bloody photo.  "I'm sorry what is his issue? Since when was he so controlling of you?" Lucy scoffs and I just shrug in response, I don't know what to say, so I just say nothing. But then there is a series of bangs and sounds of things being thrown around coming from upstairs.

New Message

Ryan x - Go talk to him babe xx

After reading the text, I look up at Ryan and he just mouths to me 'go' and so I did. 

Jordans POV

 The way she looked at that photo it sickened me, she was biting her lip and basically fucking eye raping him. If the roles were reversed I would have been in so much shit and everyone would have judged me but because she is a girl and we are a secret I am just expected to be okay with it, I'm not an Oscar-winning actor for goodness sake.

"So what the hell was that?" I didn't even hear Ziya walk in, I am so consumed by my own thoughts. 

"Are you kidding me, I should be asking you that! Or did you forget everything that happened today?" I didn't even turn to face her I still had my back to her, I feel like if I look at her and she looks upset I am going to end up feeling guilty and saying sorry for something that wasn't my fault.

"No, I haven't but you can't be serious? Firstly, it has been one fucking day, not one year. Secondly, you said this was a secret, you can't scream and shout when something happens you don't like. And finally, you are not my boyfriend secret or not, we aren't official I can do whatever with whoever."  Is she fucking serious, I thought she wanted to take shit slow, she basically had a panic attack today because it was all too much for her and now she is ready to jump onto her new teacher's dick. She is so confusing!

"You know there is this stage called dating right? It's when two people who are interested in each other take the time to get to know each other." And this point I have moved so I am stood staring down at her but, she isn't looking back at me. "This is so pointless, we cant be together publically and you cant keep it a secret so let's just end it before someone gets hurt." She is looking for the easy way out but I'm not going to let her, I grab her two hands before saying "Look me in the eye and tell me you don't want this."

"I don't want you controlling me, especially while we aren't exclusive."