It's been exactly one year since my best friend committed suicide.
Today, I dress in all black.
I have long since beaten my anorexia and self harm. But I still struggle not to relapse.
I regained contact with Diana, Athena, Aiden, and Dylan after I was hospitalized for two months.
I still see a therapist every week.
A few months ago we started meeting together and just pouring out everything. Since then we have improved. Not self harming or starving ourselves. No one knows what we talk about. We never tell.
Today, I will stand in front of all my bullies and tormentors and tell them why I am this way.
We are officially making our club open to others who need help. It's called Secrets.
Today, I will post a video online and share it with the world. "watch if anyone you know is suicidal, even yourself."
Today, I mourn for Rydiliana. But I carry on and help others like her in her memory.
Today, I am a new person.
Today, I have hope.
The End.
A/N: hello. So this book is officially finished, I guess. I really enjoyed writing this because I could relate a bunch. I hope that's the same reason you like reading it.
Sorry, if this triggered some things...but you know, it's a book about self harm and suicide. Can't really be helped.
FYI THAT VIDEO IS REAL!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GO LOOK IT UP. www.youtube.com and search "watch if anyone you know is suicidal, even yourself" it's a black video that only shows the suicide help line numbers but the girl speaking is just.... Wow. Her words are so powerful.
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