So as you all are wondering nope we didn't use a condom. I was so lost in the moment I didn't even ask if he had one. We talked about it though and he pulled out so we should be good. He has to go on tour soon and I know I'm going to miss him like hell yall. I'm not used to not talking to or seeing him for a long time. My soul is getting so attached to his at this point so maybe being apart is a good thing. I mean we've only known each other for almost 2 months. Plus I have to work today. The weekend is over. I think I should use my vacation time thou. Chance called me in the kitchen and girl that food was smelling as delicious as Chance looked in the morning. I was so hungry I almost ate his food too. He said damn girl slow down lol. I laughed and said this food bomb baby. I can't help it. He joked and said it's that workout I gave you last night. I said shut up. But on a serious note I think I wanna use my vacation while you're gone to maybe decorate my house more or go sightseeing. Btw yall I'm in my own house. I forgot to mention that. He wanted me to wait until he was off tour to take it but told me I shouldn't have to wait to take it. What he don't know is I'm planning on surprising him at 1 of his shows. I know I said we need time apart but it's only 1 show guys. I've never been to one of his concerts either so I want to go. Anyway he got ready to leave and gave me a kiss. He told me meet him at the airport before he leave. I agreed and he left. It hasn't even been a whole hour and I already feel lonely. I don't know how I'll get through these 3 months man. It's time for him to leave I feel the waterworks coming. I met Chance there after work. We sat and talked a little until his flight came. I barely talked I could feel my throat tense up. I knew at any moment I spoke the tears would come. He asked me what was wrong and I just shook my head. I didn't want to speak at all. He asked was I going to miss him ? I said yes and at that the tears came. He pulled me in close and told me not to cry because I'm coming with him. I looked at him ugly as ever. I said stop playing with me. Yall he pulled out those tickets. I jumped on him so happy. I needed to control myself because we were in public. I heard a few camera flicks seconds later but we didn't care. I said you didn't have to do that baby. I was going to surprise you at one of your shows. He said well now you don't have to. I knew I was going to miss you too much so when you said you were taking vacation I knew I had to get you a ticket. I sorted everything out so you could be with me. I couldn't even say anything. I just held him so tight. The plane finally came.
