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Entry #4

"N-no. You cheated on me. You used me. We're done.." 

Those words striked me. He left me. Chanyeol left me.

He walked away. With Luhan ofcourse. Me and Sehun were left.

"I-i thought he could never know.." My heart was pounding too fast like any minute I could die. Sehun hugged me from the back.

"H-hyung..Im so sorry..this is all my fault." He sobbed. I was hurting too much. I cried and sobbed with Sehun. He's just too young to experience things like this.

"I-its ok.." Its not ok..

I went upstairs and I locked my self in my room. I cried as I saw our picture in my table. It was our 7th monthsary that time and I was happy.

There in the back, was written my note and Chanyeol as well.

Dear Yeoboo~,

Baekieeee. Its our 7th monthsary! I love you so much babyyy <3  Don't worry. We will have a baby soon! Even though we really can't, we can do it everyday right? Haha! No I'm kidding. I respect you too much Baekhyun. Your my life. My world revolves just in you. I could die without you. Understand that yeobo? I love you too much <3

-YourLovelyGiantChanyeol:)

Dear My Giant,

Yeollie <3 Its our 7th monthsary and I'm so happy! I didn't know we could reach this far! I love you so much giant! I love your fluffy face. Your derp smile. Your long fairytale-like ears. And your kissable lips <3. I hope we could be forever. No one can take you away from me because you are mine.

-YourEyelinerBoyBaekkiee~

I sobbed in that thought. Our 8th monthsary was suppose to be tomorrow but. It was broken.

...by me.

"C-chanyeol.. I love you too much.. Yeol..Please forgive me..Channie.." I sobbed. I looked at the mirror and saw myself. I was awful.

"Why did you cheat on him Baekhyun? Why?" I pointed myself at the mirror. I'm getting crazy..

I love him but I love Sehun too. Aish! Eottokhae? My heart really hurts.

"Chanyeol..Love me again please.." I sobbed again. I took my cellphone and saw our picture again. He kissed my cheeks and I was surprised that time.

All those memories were flashbacked in my mind.

Is this a nightmare? Please let me wake up. I don't want this.

"I wanna die. I wanna slit my throat. I want to cut my arms. I don't want to have any more pulses. Tell me. Chanyeol, do you want me to do this?"

I smiled bitterly at the thought.

This won't hurt right?

A/N :

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