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Entry #14

[ Jongin's POV ]

I woke up in a white room. So quiet and peaceful. I felt someone moved and I saw Chanyeol hyung asleep. And he's holding my hand.

"Hyungie.." I smiled. But I felt a little pain from my head.

"J-jongin?" Chanyeol hyung woke up with his bed hair and stared at me.

"Annyeong hyung." I smiled.

"Are you okay? Why did you faint earlier?"

"I don't know hyung." Just when he spoke, a doctor came in.

"Here are the results. It seems like you are having a severe depression. You just need rest and don't stress yourself too much. You can be discharged tomorrow. Mr. Park? Kindly take care of him. Excuse me." He dismissed, and shut the door closed.

"What are you depressed about Jongin? You know you shouldn't stress yourself. We still have a dance practice tomorrow." Chanyeol hyung asked.

I looked at him straight. "Hyung. Kyungsoo hyung." A tear came out of my eyes just when I mentioned his name. I miss him. I miss Kyungsoo hyung so much.

"Jongin. I-i don't know where they are." He told me.

"I want K-kyungsoo hyung. Hyung, please. Help me. I'm sorry because of what happened i-it's just that. I feel so lonely. I want to b-be noticed again. K-kyungsoo. I want him, hyung." I told him and that's it. I cried. This is the effect of Kyungsoo on me. I miss him.

"I-i. Wait. I'll call them." He stood up and I just looked at the ceiling. Hyung...

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[ Chanyeol's POV ]

"Ah. Yes? Suho hyung? Is Kyungsoo there?" I said as I sit on the waiting bench outside.

"Why? Yes he is. But, I think he's with Baekhyun right now. They both told me that they're gonna buy some bubble tea. So, uh, they're not here. Why?"