you are mine: chanbaek ff ON HOLD.]

Entry #7

"Stay."

I was frozen on my spot. His hands were on mine. The butterflies on my stomach kept fluttering. He's holding me. I gulped.

"C-chanyeol..Wae?" I looked at him and he was looking down. 

"S-stay here for an hour." He pulled me and to my surprise he hugged me.

'I missed him. I missed him so much. The scent still lingers on my nose. His touch that i'm craving for everyday.'  Chanyeol thought.

"C-chanyeol. Go a-away. I forgot you hate me a-and I shouldn't be h-here.." I broke the hug and looked away. That's the truth right? He's just playing with my feelings. I can't help my tears anymore.

"A-aniya. B-baekkie ah." I gulped. He called me by my petname. No. I won't be taken away~

"N-no. Your playing with my feelings again~ I can't b-be fooled by you again." I sobbed. 

He pulled me once again. Last thing I know, he was facing my face. He was staring at me directly in the eyes. His nose are almost touching mine. I couldn't help but look away. 

He's mad at me. He's not my boyfriend anymore. There's no 'us' anymore right? Why is he doing this?

"Baekhyun. I c-can't last a day without you. Something f-feels incomplete." There goes my heart. My heart that beats so fast like any minute I could die. 

"S-stop. Who are you Park Chanyeol? Your not m-mine anymore. Y-you told everyone I'm not y-yours so why? W-why are you doing this?!" I sobbed. My tears were streaming down from my cheeks. 

"N-no no no. Don't cry. D-don't. I'm sorry." That's it. I'm done!

"S-SORRY?! PARK CHANYEOL REALLY?! YOUR SORRY CAN'T BRING US TOGETHER! I ALREADY APOLOGIZED! I WAS SORRY FOR C-CHEATING ON YOU! SEHUN IS J-JUST ALONE THAT TIME B-BECAUSE HIS LUHAN HYUNG WAS IN A S-SHOPPING WITH XIUMIN! YOU N-NEVER EVER CARED ABOUT ME! Y-YOU! YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME! AND YOU WON'T RIGHT? Y-YOU DON'T WANNA SEE MY FACE ANYMORE! THAT'S WHY I-I TOLD YOU TO WAIT! WHY?! BECAUSE 2 DAYS AFTER THIS, I W-WAS PLANNING TO KILL MYSELF! H-HAPPY NOW?! YOU EVEN CURSED ON ME! YOU H-HATE ME FOR WHO I AM! Y-you hate me..hik. I loved y-you too much hik. B-but you won't hik even let me explain..hik. I d-don't want this anymore..Your so arrogant." I slapped his right cheek. Making sure that it was red as a tomato. I wiped my tears in an aggresive way and slammed the door close.

[Chanyeol's POV]

"S-SORRY?! PARK CHANYEOL REALLY?! YOUR SORRY CAN'T BRING US TOGETHER! I ALREADY APOLOGIZED! I WAS SORRY FOR C-CHEATING ON YOU! SEHUN IS J-JUST ALONE THAT TIME B-BECAUSE HIS LUHAN HYUNG WAS IN A S-SHOPPING WITH XIUMIN! YOU N-NEVER EVER CARED ABOUT ME! Y-YOU! YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME! AND YOU WON'T RIGHT? Y-YOU DON'T WANNA SEE MY FACE ANYMORE! THAT'S WHY I-I TOLD YOU TO WAIT! WHY?! BECAUSE 2 DAYS AFTER THIS, I W-WAS PLANNING TO KILL MYSELF! H-HAPPY NOW?! YOU EVEN CURSED ON ME! YOU H-HATE ME FOR WHO I AM! Y-you hate me..hik. I loved y-you too much hik. B-but you won't hik even let me explain..hik. I d-don't want this anymore..Your so arrogant." He slapped me. It was like I’ve been hit a thousand arrows in my heart and can’t be healed anymore. It hurts. It damn hurts.