Precious Memories (GRAYZA)

ch-14

Things was just like before ... No force on earth can break two lovers in love , all it can do is try ... And the world tried it's best .

They were inseparable ... They had that undying love for one another . I don't understand the cruel game that love can play . Cause for one person it's pure happiness  whereas for other is pure hurt ... Cause love was meant for two people .... Not for the third person in the cycle of love  .

And looks like I was the third person in between them ... A hope still linger in my heart that someday my feelings will reach him . But .... Little did I know ...

I was so stupid that time ...

Many months passed by after that incident ...
Things change ... Time pass by and it was the time of the final semester . I change myself .... Now I don't even know myself now . Unable to understand my feelings ... I became the ruthless person and heartless person .
I give pain to others cause I want them to feel the same pain I felt . Covering my pain with a mask of fake smiles and makeup . Girls wants to be my friend but I treat them like trash.... Only needing them whenever I need a favor , boys wants me but I don't give a damn about them cause I have my heart set on one person . I'm liking the life I'm living now .... Now I don't have to be scared about what they think about me ... Cause they want to be like me . Now I don't have to be the invisible one , cause now I'm always in the spot light . Now I don't have to be the last option cause I'm their first choice .

Even after all the change , the only thing I couldn't change was Raven love for Scarlet .

Lyon and me became more close with the passage of time . But my question still remain unanswered​ .... Why he was doing so much for me?  .....

If I know that time about the answer ....

things would be different ..

I waited patiently .... Thinking one day my feelings will reach him . But I was tired of waiting .... So I decided to take actions . I wear my best clothes for him and put makeup everyday to impress him , but none of them work . I even try to talk to him everyday but he don't have time for me anymore . So I try my very best Everytime to get him notice me , I follow him everywhere .... Trying my best to get to talk to him . Eating less food , doing exercise everyday to get the best body , just to impress him . Making opportunity to talk or touch him ... Not in a perverted way but I really am trying my best to be notice by him .

One day I was passing by the gym hoping that I will get to talk to him with a homemade lunch for him , thinking he maybe hungry and maybe if he wants to lunch with me  ... Then I heard whispers coming from the gym, the voice seems very familiar ... I got close to the gym door hoping I could hear whatever they are talking about, than  I hear something that I don't want to hear .

"Why are you ignoring her ? She is trying her best to talk to you " scarlet ask

"She is annoying ... And I don't like the way she talk and getting all close to me . And she look stupid " Raven complain

After hearing that my heart shattered into million pieces ... Tears started flowing down from my eyes, I ran away as fast as could .... I want to go far away from them . I .... I.... My heart pains  ..... I ran wherever my legs took me ... Crying my heart out .

Unknown of the fact ....

" Raven don't say things like that ... She is your friend , I'm sure she only wants to talk to you again , if you ignore her like that it will only hurt her . And don't you think that you went too far ahead , badmouthing as well as ignoring her ... I know your reasoning out your views but I think she is broken and she wants to change for something .... Maybe if you can talk to her , she may open up to you and tell you her problem " scarlet said with a pain look in her eyes .

"How do you know? how she feels? ... And how your so sure that she is not acting to earn other attention ? And since when you started caring about her " Raven question

"I care cause I consider her as my friend too and I know Cause I went through the same thing , related to the change ... I also wanted to change myself for others to accept me .... Not understanding the fact that I was hurting someone , he started to ignore me ... Like you ignoring her  . And when I ask about the reason , he told me that I have changed and he said he  likes me just the way I am .... Making me realize that I was better being myself . He showed me my true self by  ripping away my fake mask of change . And I also know that your  ignoring her not because of her act or any other thing ... I know your hurt , hurt by her sudden change and you want her old self back ..... So instead of complaining, go and make up with her " scarlet said with a smile pushing Raven .

Raven look at her with a shock face after hearing her story, he pity her but he was sure that she didn't want his pity but his acceptance  . And also smile at the fact that , she is happy now and consider his friend as her Friend too and also that she knows him more better than anyone . He snake his arms around her and pull her close  , leaning his forehead on hers and he kiss her small nose , admiring her beauty .

"I will , thank you for putting some sense inside of me ... I love you .... " He said looking into her beautiful eyes , he broke the hug and quickly gave a peck on her lips and rush out of the gym "Wait here!!! got to fix some things " he scream and ran after his only best friend .

But he couldn't find her.... So he thought he will make up with her later on.....

Wish he didn't stop looking , cause by the time he will find me . It will be too late .

I do wish I didn't ran away from there and hear all their conversation .... I wish I didn't 

During my time of depression... I did the worst thing .... That I  could never imagine doing it ... I use my anonymous account and uploaded the pic of Jellal and scarlet kissing in the school page .......

And started laughing like a maniac .

Now for sure I lost my sanity .

Now for sure I'm completely lost , with no one to help me .

For sure I was craving for pain ...

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