After watching hours of random YouTube videos, I found old videos of Kidrauhl. Which made me shed tears. After 20 minutes of shedding tears, I watch the videos of him singing and starting his career.
This one is my favorite of all. I have always watched him grow up, but Kidrauhls smile always lurks behind the shadows every now and then. I sit in the dark with my lights off, just spending 20 minutes thinking of all the flashbacks of Kidrauhl. Of wishing I could see him. Ofc it's impossible because I'm just some dumbass normal girl who won't ever see the guy of her lifetime. The guy who was brought into her life. No one will ever understand. People think their love is the same with their idols. It really isn't. This one had dealt talent. A real voice. A real smile. Real art. All that made me happy. My love for him is indescribable. If I had to explain my feelings, it could take 100 chapters of a book. He is very special. He isn't like other celebs. He learned how to sing by himself. He grew up with a musical family. While I sit in my bed in the dark, I think of all these things. I go on Netflix and watch Never Say Never:Justin Bieber. I watched it 5 times in one day. I'm just so amazed how such a talented and caring boy can just walk into my life.
*One Hour Later*
After I watch the movie, I start shedding tears and telling myself I won't ever meet him. I should stop dreaming because it won't ever happen. My mom walks in with a bowl of water melon and she doesn't know hat I cry about him a lot. I turn around and act like I dropped something on the floor. She leaves and shuts the door. Then I listen to his old songs to hopefully make me feel a little better.The next day I wake up at 8:35am, still tired but very hungry. I take my phone with me to the kitchen and grab cereal and pour it into the bowl. I take my cereal back to my bed and I get a notification from Instagram. Teasingjustin shared a post. That is the account I follow. It has loads of different videos and photos of Justin and Kidrauhl.
I go outside and walk to Dunkin Donuts by myself. When I arrive I see a guy that looked like this.I dropped everything I had in my hands and looked closely. Is that Justin? Omg. Omg. I have a couple tears running down my cheek. He turns around, and it's actually some other guy that looks exactly like him. Ofc it wasn't him. I'm so stupid to think Justin Bieber, the most famous person around the world, could be in Chicago in Dunkin Donuts.
Then I walk to Whitmans park and sit on the swings by myself while watching Justin's edits and videos. Just hoping I'll see him one day.. A girl walks up to me and sits on the swing beside me.Girl: Are you ok?
Me: Yea I'm fine. Just needed some alone time.
Girl: Oh. Well if you want company I'll be here.She runs away and goes to the other park. I wish I could tell her how I feel. But she wouldn't understand..
*5:36pm*
I decide to walk back home after walking all around the neighborhood thinking. As soon as I get inside I run into my room and jump on my bed. Then watch more YouTube. But I fell asleep eventually.THIS CHAPTER WAS VERY SHORT BUT THE OTHER CHAPTERS WILL BE MORE INTERESTING.💕
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Romantic Choices
AventuraMy name is Melah and I'm just a normal girl with a normal life. But one day I received a gift. A boy named Justin Bieber. Also known as Kidrauhl. He was a huge celebrity where everyone knew his name. He was brought to me and I knew he was the one...